
I cannot speak for you, of course… but as for
me, going
through the most intense days of our recent full moon/full lunar
eclipse surely felt like a major vortex of transition. It is only NOW,
however, as I tune into how I feel as I come out the other side, that I
realize that (for
me), that is
exactly what it was. Still shaken to the core, I’m aware that I am not the same as I was before I entered… but
how, I couldn’t tell you yet. I’m way too busy scanning my emotional and physical bodies to make sure I’m still intact.
Or perhaps
NEWLY intact might be more accurate. I say that because, in the deepest part of the eclipse, I lost any sense of
“me-ness” at all. I was electric with feelings and sensations, embodying them all, letting them all
flow through me, completely beyond separating myself from them or even labeling them. Forget all
about
judging them as “right or wrong!” I was not only in the vortex, but I
became it. I was not only in transition, but I was the
transitioner, and
the transition, itself.