Wednesday, May 15, 2013
In all the years of writing these Monthly Visions, this month’s has definitely been the most challenging. Usually there is a very clear overall theme being experienced by the collective, with us all as individuals expressing variants on these themes in our own personal ways. This month it has been almost impossible to pin down a clear collective theme, at least in the usual way it comes through.
At first glance the energies seem disjointed and fragmented, like jigsaw puzzle pieces all floating around either unable or unwilling to put themselves together into one harmonious whole. Many pieces are experiencing a magnetic ‘pushback’ from other pieces, and this is happening on multiple levels.
We are all experiencing this ‘pushback’ on an inner level to one degree or another regardless of the amount of clearing we’ve done – but it is definitely manifesting in a more chaotic and difficult to deal with way for those who have remained unconscious to their own energy. For those who haven’t spent a lot of time clearing their emotional and energetic debris this ‘pushback’ is generating extreme emotional and mental turbulence that is being expressed outwardly as erratic, unpredictable behaviour, and internally as severe mood swings, anxiety and feelings of panic, or a complete retreat into numbness. This is happening to so many people that it is highly likely that even if you aren’t experiencing this within yourself you know someone close to you who is, (or many someones) and in some cases may find yourself being directly affected by the ‘whitewash’ of their inner washing machine spin and rinse process.