This is definitely not the time to be freaking out and reaching for coffee and chocolate as a substitute for your lack of energy. Rather reach out to your Beloved and let him or her give you the physical energy you need to get through your day. Just for the record, the coffee and chocolate made me feel ill! After all my diet consists now of mostly fruit. I also haven’t consumed any dairy products for quite some time, or sugar for that matter, so its no wonder I feel ill.
My theory is that ego is holding on to what is left of its control over me, and its holding on for dear life! My Beloved told me a couple days ago that soon my [very active and powerful] mind will be under his ‘control’. This means that soon I will not be bothered by my ego trying to sabotage me all the time. What a blessing that will be!