
Eliza: A Time for Reflection
So we’re a week past the Equinox. How do you feel? Are you perhaps
feeling lost and confused? Well, that’s a good thing! It means you
have stepped into a new energy frequency that you have not experienced
prior in this or other lifetimes. You have nothing to compare it with,
or at least your rational (lower self) does not, so you wonder what has
happened. So Lord Adama advised us last night.
He told us that it is important to take moments to reflect on how far
you’ve come. Many of us who are on a dedicated spiritual path tend to
be our most severe critics; we can never do enough good enough to meet
some vague idealized goal. We need to release this tendency to
self-judgment.
When I was much younger, I was very hard on myself, and yet there was
always a part of me that remained untouched, unsullied by whatever I
was experiencing, above the fray. I was quite aware of that pure and
untouched part of me that remained separate and longed to unite with it.
I was tired of suffering, afraid and unsure of myself in a strange
world that made little sense to me.