THROUGH
THE MATRIX
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Inter-dimensional
Journey to SELF
I
was awakened the next day by the rising Sun. I was in a sunny, yet protected
area between a huge rock and a very big tree. It was actually the most
wonderful place I could have slept because the rock kept the warmth of the day
almost into dawning, and the tree left it’s leaves under and over me.
In
fact, there were so many warm leaves around me, that I wondered if the tree had
sent them to me.
“Why
of course I did! All of us Nature Beings take care of awakening human ones.”
“What
do you mean by awakening human ones?”
I said as I stood up and brushed the leaves off my body.
“Dear
human one, do you mean to say that you do NOT know you are an awakening one?
Even I can tell that you are awakening, and I am a tree!”
When
the tree identified itself, I was sure I was still asleep and having a dream. I
was about to pinch my self to wake up when I heard the Tree say, “Wait, wait,
child. You must not fully awaken now, or you will doubt all that has happened,
and is happening within this NOW.”
“Happening
within this NOW?” I think I said to the tree. Obviously, I was still sleeping.
“Yes,
you have been ‘sleeping’ all your life, but now you are awakening.”
“What
am I awakening to?” I asked. “I am fully aware that I had just had a very long
dream, but I don’t know who packed my bags, or how I got them all the way out here?”
“You
woke up in the forest and don’t know how you got here? I will remind you that
we, your Nature Family, have called you here because you have awakened to your
new life, which is multidimensional.”
“Multidimensional?”
I asked. “What does that mean? I know that I have a huge imagination, and
sometimes I seem to get so lost in it that I get confused what is a dream, what
is my imagination, and what is real.”
“It
does not seem ‘real’ that I am talking with a tree. I mean, I imagine that I
see beings in the sky, the water, and even on the earth and, most of all,
inside of a fire, but that is just my vivid imagination. Right?” I asked.
“You
are having an ongoing conversation with a tree. And, I am very grateful for
your ability to commune with me. We can speak with each other now because you
are traveling into the higher planes while you sleeping.”
“But,
I was sleeping right there,” I said as I pointed to my sleeping space.
“Yes,”
answered the tree, “but while your third dimensional physical body was
sleeping, your fourth dimensional astral body was awake and conversed with my
fourth dimensional tree body.”
Somehow,
I understood exactly what the tree was telling me.
“It
is through your imagination that you human ones can hear and converse with all
of us Nature Beings. We, Nature Beings, have been talking with you since you
were born. It is for that reason that the Higher Light Ones told us to watch
over you. And you humans made that task quite difficult,” the tree seemed to
smile when it said that to me.
“But,
wait a minute, I never thought that a tree could “say” anything,” I whispered
under my breath.
“There
you go again,” said the tree, “thinking and acting like a human being when YOU
are actually a Nature Being!”
“A
Nature Being?” I asked the tree. Obviously, I was still asleep and this whole
conversation was a dream.
“Yes,
replied the tree, “You would need to think of this experience of talking with a
tree to be a “dream.” In fact, your experiences since you “ran off into the
woods,” seem like a dream to your awake
self.
“But
the reality is that you thought of this experience as a “dream,” so that you
could allow yourself to “have a dream” of doing something that you can very
easily do while you are awake.”
“Dear
Awakening One, we are the collective of your Nature Friends who resonate within
the fifth dimensional frequency band of this time and space! Therefore, rather
than listening to us with your ears, listen to us with your Heart and Mind.
You
are no longer on what you call ‘the physical plane.’ In fact, you have begun
your “inter-dimensional journey back to SELF.”
Then,
suddenly, I was fully awake to my physical world. However, I did see that I had
slept in-between the warm rock and the nurturing tree, for which I was quite
grateful. Also, while I was speaking with the Tree, I had a feeling on the top
of my head, as if someone was tickling it with a feather.
I
pushed away the unseen feather again and again, until I realized that the
feeling was coming, not from the top of my head, but from just inside my skull.
For a moment I was afraid. Everything was happening too fast, and there were
too many new thoughts, feelings and
experiences to keep track of.
Also,
I was changing. This change seemed to begin when I felt a sensation, as if my
heart and my mind were merging into a oneness that I had never experienced
before. “What is wrong with me?” I cried up into the sky.
Then,
I woke up and found myself in my cabin. “Did I dream all of these experiences?”
I asked my unseen mentor. However, my mentor was silent. My heart was beating
calmly, and my mind was telling me that I was hungry.
“Is there a difference?” I heard from deep within and high above.
