So, here I am, wrapped up in a blanket, dealing with a sore throat and swollen lymph glands – classical signs of the “flu”. And it is a golden day outside, in lower 50’s, blue skies, golden trees, a perfect Indian summer day, but I don’t have the strength to enjoy it right now, except internally.
Why did I say, internally? I said that because of what I feel within,
like a glowing sun warming my face with its rays. There is a growing
peace and sense of serenity emanating from my heart, despite all the
apparent chaos that dwells in the world around me.
No, I’m not completely free of anxiety. And no, I haven’t quit my day
job yet. And yet I am growing and expanding within as my connections
with spirit grow ever stronger. There is still much to take on, but it
is a step by step process, as my physical body is being remodeled into a
higher frequency model. And so I am compelled to rest and recover
through another spell of “illness” designed to get me in a quiet place
for a time.
The energies of the Full Moon are intense, are they not? Aries moon in
Libra. I have actually dealt with that energy in my natal chart all my
life. The refined energies of the great balance, Libra, aligned with
the masculine intensity of Aries. As a result of this blend of
oppositional energies, I am an unusual Libra. I am not particularly
social, but love people, especially to observe them. I crave privacy
and quiet time, mostly to be able to relax and refresh. I love animals
and plants, having a natural attraction and affinity to the beauty and
grace that is inherent in Nature.
I am naturally detached in my nature, being a creature of air and fire.
Emotions are short-lived, but intense. And I have awakened to a
natural empathy, realizing that I have taken on much of the energies of
others throughout my lifetime here, this time… and perhaps in all my
lifetimes upon this planet.
So, I am in the midst of the process of carefully and thoroughly
unwinding those energies that are not mine from my auric field. In
short, I’m in the process of cleaning house, something that each of us
needs to undertake right now.
Each of us has assistance in our present efforts to step up in
frequencies, although much of the information “out there” can be
confusing. So it is important to be able to discern for yourself what
is right for you. Also, understand what is “right” now may not be
“right” tomorrow. Inner trust that you will discover your own way is
mandatory. Looking outside of yourself for “the only way” is giving
away your power.
Yes, there are still teachers, guides and mentors, but each of us has to
be willing to discern whether those self-same teachers, guides and
mentors are providing us with what we need in the moment. Since my own
path up until now has been a very windy one, following my inner guidance
system, which has until recently been mostly of a non-verbal nature, I
can say with some authority, yes, it is wise to trust Self.
I first learned about the power of intuition many years ago. I’m a slow
learner, I guess, for it took me a while to figure things out, but I
have advanced considerably along the path since then. A couple of years
ago, a lady who does readings told me that I was extremely powerful.
She told me that after first telling me that my energy was clouded and I
was frightened. However, after invoking the names of Archangels
Michael and Raphael, she felt my energy abruptly shift and open. With
much wonder in her voice, she told me that I had been on the Path all my
life, but I already knew that. I had already realized that I was in
hiding from myself, but all for a purpose, for the completion of a
reiteration of the path of return.
Before birth, most of us, especially the light bearers of my generation,
were blocked off from realizing our inner power and beauty. We
struggled in the darkness. We yearned for a better world. We dabbled
in music, art, poetry and writing, always seeking to express the longing
within. And some of us “fell” to the temptations of the world in which
we found ourselves, giving in to the existing paradigm, at least on the
surface. Always within there was the sense of spiritual longing, as
if what we were being fed was without nourishment and lacking in
substance and so we began to explore places off the beaten path. There
were few road maps on this path of discovery, so we made them up or
adapted those of other cultures to suit our needs, always driven from
within by some nameless longing for Home.
Yet, as we found the beginnings of the path, we gradually discovered
that we had already been on the Path, for a lifetime or more. That all
that we were “discovering” we already knew. What was being presented to
us through various sources was already within. We were really only
reopening up to the awareness that we were greater than we appeared on
the surface, as ordinary human beings.
And so it has been, our path, our discoveries are merely verification of
what already exists within. Your “teachers, mentors and guides” are
only there to prod and guide, not to lead you into ascension, and
certainly not to walk the path for you.
As Jim Self has stated, ascension takes some work and there is some
assembly required. It is a reawakening to the power and beauty of the
greater You that exists within. It is a reconnection to the 90% of you
that exists outside of the physical body. It is a stepping up of
frequency levels, built upon a sturdy foundation of sound, geometry and
trust, so you might anchor the energies of heaven (your higher self)
into your physical body.
Each day, the messages of different channelers and oracles bring us
words of encouragement and support. Every day, we look outside of
ourselves to see if the world has changed. We need to remember that our
“world” is an illusion, built from the mostly unconscious thought forms
of the collective. The shift will be made more apparent when the
collective becomes conscious, but until then most of the work will be
internal, within each of us.
The ones doing the initial heavy-lifting are the light workers. Given
various names, starseed, wayshowers, gatekeepers, portals, etc., these
are the ones who have dedicated lives and lifetimes to the cause of
bringing this planet back into the Light. It has been a thankless and
often dangerous mission but one that we were carefully selected to do
and be, for it is only from within humanity that humanity could be
transformed. By taking the decision to come into form, we willingly
undertook the mission to win back this planet and so it has come true.
The Shift has occurred, the barriers of the third dimension have been
lifted by the creative Elohim and the way is open for the complete
transformation of our world.
And yet, nothing seems to have changed. But, if you feel within there
is a sense of elation, a lifting of the clouds of gloom, a new hope
springing evergreen from the heart center. And if one carefully gleans
the alternative news, there are signs of spring and positive change all
over the world. Even in the midst of apparent chaos and challenge, there
is change. As an increasingly unpredictable climate and planetary
cleansings occur, in the shape of wild fire, flood, hurricanes,
tornadoes, drought, earthquake and volcanic eruptions, people are coming
together, in community, recognizing intuitively that survival requires
working together. And they feel better in reaching out with a helping
hand to a neighbor that perhaps they never would have talked to before
because of perceived differences or competiveness. When someone has
nothing left of their old “life”, finding community by building it step
by step is a solid approach to begin a major shift into a new paradigm.
As a child, I soaked up the unspoken fears and prejudices of my
parents. Being naturally empathetic, I acted as an intermediary in my
family without ever being aware of what I was doing. And I carried
those burdens well into adulthood, letting them go, piece by piece, like
the furniture and possessions of my family that I have sold or donated
through the years. And now, I’m ready to step up to another level, but
this time, I know I am not alone. Although solitary in recent years,
I’ve connected, at least online to many who are walking in parallel
paths.
I have to laugh… as I am often given “visions” of what is to happen. I
see all those separate paths leading to a great clearing in the forest,
where we will come together in celebration, laughter and cheer. The
forest is the great unconscious that we have been traveling through.
The clearing is where we walk beneath the sun, open to the light and to
each other, with no secrets and no stuff left to clutter the path
ahead. And some of us are nearly there. And there are others waiting
for us in the clearing. And others walking behind, still following the
path delineated through the tall ferns and towering trees.
I am a work in process, a human being becoming a human angel, an
awakened, fully conscious co-creator with Source. As the source exists
within every atom, so the source exists within you. You carry within
all that you need upon your journey. The seed of your light body is
within, but you must prepare the soil, water the seed and let it grow.
Through your efforts, attention, focus and intent, the light body will
be re-connected and your branch of the Tree of Life will be lit with
candles of love, faith, hope and charity.
And so you see, even though surrounded with seeming limitation, there is
no limitation when you embark on the inner voyage of discovery. Worlds
without end exist and you can visit every one of them. There is no
limitation to your greater self, no limitation when you enter into the
sacred marriage between soul and body and unleash the creative energies
that exist within, that naturally align with the symphony of the
Heavenly Hosts, the inner vibrations of life that we see echoed in the
beauty of Nature all around us and in the marvelous creations that we
wear, our human bodies.
There is no reason to fear your power. No reason to fear a recreation
of the Fall of Atlantis. We have, as a collective, gone by that
particular due date; there will be no mass demise of humankind or of the
planet. Our presence here, our light and power and inner grace, much
of it still unconscious to ourselves, has made the difference. Our
sacrifices have made the difference. Now, we can turn those sacrifices
into joyous celebration as we come together in community to build
together a new world that will celebrate unity in community, unity in
diversity, unity with the heart of creation, our Source.
Go into the light, my brothers and sisters. Walk with heads held high.
Walk with your natural grace and be gracious to one another, for you
are real family, what family was meant to be. You know each other and
will come to be reacquainted, again, in the days that are yet to dawn
here on this planet of amazing grace.
I AM your sister in light and love, Elizabeth.
Namasté.
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