
Journal Entry 10.30.2014
Well, nearly a week has gone by since my Higher Self ascended. I’ve been told that not much of my soul essence remains, yet I have full body consciousness. I’ve also been told that will eventually switch over to 5D / 6D awareness at some point in the future. Based on my cousin’s experiences, that could be about five to 7 months in the future, depending on me… and other things.
I will say that I experienced a couple of days of a very intense combination of feeling abandoned, grieving and anger. Since I’m not normally a very demonstrative type person, it was quite amazing to feel the intensity. I suppose it didn’t help to have five planets in conjunction within water signs… or whatever was happening astrologically. Did astrology in one lifetime and got imprisoned for it then a couple of times!
I’ve been working strenuously with an Angelic Medical Team at night during “dreamtime” and their work… our work… has helped tremendously. I have been able to reach an even keel once again and look with a lot more neutrality to what I am currently experiencing.