If you’ve been on a spiritual path for a number of years, maybe you can relate to this frustrating state of being many are experiencing at this point: After spending years of patiently working on yourself, meditating, healing traumas, facing your “shadow”, following spiritual teachings, and attempting to develop your spiritual gifts – you are now feeling stuck, directionless, and apparently going nowhere.
At times, you find yourself simply feeling finished, done, complete with life. You’re not exactly contemplating suicide, but there’s nothing pulling you in any particular direction anymore, nothing that truly interests you now.
There’s no excitement, nothing encouraging you to learn new things, or to meet new people. Your life feels flat and boring — and sometimes more emotionally challenging than ever before. Your inner knowing, which in the past seemed to guide you fairly well, seems to be silent or not helpful at all.
The whole notion of ascension and learning about the Fifth Dimension is old now. How much longer is it going to take? For years, it was exciting to know that you were on a path headed for a whole new reality in which peace would reign, suffering would cease, and exciting new vistas were awaiting you.
But now, does this even seem possible? The world certainly doesn’t look as if it’s headed there. Wars and more wars. Crazy politicians accomplishing nothing of any importance. Senseless destruction everywhere. It’s easy to forget that this violent phase of the planet’s ascension was always predicted to happen toward the end before the shift would occur.
Occasionally, maybe new and exciting experiences do seem to happen for you these days. New ideas appear, inner experiences of newfound peace and excitement blossom within you. Exciting realizations and understandings occur. But they’re always brief; they don’t seem to last. You end up feeling stuck and bored again.
And, very irritatingly, you find you are still dealing with many of the same issues you have worked on for years. You question as to whether you’ve made any spiritual progress at all. And your body issues – they’re still there too, and actually seeming to get worse.
Your relationships aren’t in any better shape. Misunderstandings keep occurring. You just make it through one challenge with someone, and another one pops up. People irritate you easily, bore you, or make you just want to be alone.
The Ascension Waiting Room
If you can relate to any of this, don’t despair. You may feel stuck, directionless and going nowhere. But you have simply landed in the Ascension Waiting Room. In a sense, it’s true you aren’t in the process of “going somewhere” anymore. You are no longer moving “forward” in a way that you can recognize. And it’s uncomfortable, maybe often miserable, dealing with your old issues over and over again.
You may want to occasionally scream, “Enough already! I’m done with this life. When is it ever going to get any better? When will I start feeling really free? What’s wrong with me?!”
And yet, you aren’t really stuck. And there is nothing wrong with you. Again, you have simply come to a place on your Ascension path that is requiring you to wait for a while longer. You are basically ready for Ascension, you have probably completed the karma you came in with, and you have healed most of what has needed to shift within you.
But great patience is now required.
You’re in the Final Phase
And — despite your general readiness for Ascension, there are likely still certain issues, woundings, traumas and misunderstandings that need to be released, so that the monumental shift you’ll be going through will not be so disruptive and frightening when it occurs. There are probably still aspects of your old identity you need to let go of — third-dimensional notions you are clinging to, misguided desires that are not serving you. It’s irritating and boring to realize this – but it is necessary to see these and let them go.
And — you could probably also continue to learn to have ever-deeper love and compassion for yourself.
The shift into your fifth-dimensional identity is a totally radical one. You truly do have to let go of so many ideas of who you believe yourself to be and what you think is real. And you do have to fully realize that you need to absolutely love all of who you are.
And, furthermore, the big event of the Solar Flash is simply not ready to be happening yet, anyway. It is close now. If you tune in, you can probably feel a sense of deep instability, a kind of energetic shaking in the Earth, as it prepares itself for the radical transformation.
But the group of humanity that will be shifting into the Fifth Dimension isn’t quite ready yet to make this transition.
So meanwhile, you are basically just needing to wait — while no longer feeling pulled in any particular direction in your life, no longer experiencing any real interest in anything much. You’re kind of hanging in space, in between dimensions, partly in 3D/4D and partly in 5D.
While you wait, you can remember that you’re finishing up your work here on Earth, after perhaps thousands of lifetimes in this controlled false matrix designed to keep humanity in deep and continual suffering. You are close to finally completing the mission you signed up for to hold light for humanity during these transitional times — often simply with just your presence.
But this waiting won’t be forever. Soon, you will be needed to fully step into your role in assisting humanity, as the chaos truly begins to unravel all the things in the world that can’t come with us into the Fifth Dimension. Many around you will be needing you to help them understand what is happening and to keep them steady.
And then, at some point, all in right timing, you will be catapulted forward into a whole new reality, initially scrambling to find your equilibrium as the Earth makes its radical shift. Bliss will await you, along with a newfound sense of profound peace and joy – and a feeling of being fully alive for the first time in your life.
Finding Your New Ascension Family
And so, dear beloved Lightworker, do your best to be patient. Look around you in the Ascension Waiting Room. There are others here with you – others who are also frustrated and impatient. But who, like you, continue to hold light — and love and understanding — for humanity during these pivotal times because they know this is what they’re here to do.
Perhaps you can’t see them yet. Maybe those closest to you in life aren’t yet here in this room with you. They may arrive later. But there are other new people here you perhaps haven’t recognized yet.
Inwardly ask your guides/Source/God to help you meet them. Ask that you can discover them in your life, those you can fully relate to and find solace with. These are the people who are your new family for now, your new Ascension tribe.
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