This is a continuation of my August 16, 2020 More 2020 Disclosure article. As has always been the case, the articles are like different chapters in a one-yearlong book. If you haven’t read the previous article and all the Comments under it, I would suggest you do so that this article makes more sense. Thanks. I’m going to repeat some things I’ve already said in comments under that article because they have to do with this article, plus a channelled article published today I believe by Tom Kenyon/the Hathors. I’ll add a link to it below my copyright notice.
As I mentioned before, my previous article was an energetic !!!RUSH ORDER!!! article which I’m very familiar with, having felt that extra intense push from higher levels to get specific information written and published as quickly as I’m physically able. Most every year of Phase 1 was that for me at TRANSITIONS, then less so at HighHeartLife, with less articles having that higher level important push behind them to get out asap. But my August 16, 2020 article had that massive higher push energy behind it so I worked on it fast for two days prior to its publish date. The whys of this will continue becoming increasingly obvious to most of us.
I got the previous !!!RUSH ORDER!!! article published as quickly as I could, then dealt with the hostile, angry, insulting and unaware comments by those that wrote them. The worse of them I didn’t even publish. And the grateful, thankful, higher awareness, higher consciousness comments came in too, each one I was and always am deeply grateful for. This one was as hot as it was because I was saying publicly what most haven’t and won’t but I’ve been doing this increasingly in each of my articles all of 2020. We’re in Phase 2 now and I’m so done with the extensive “enabling” of lower crap, negative human egos, lack of integrity, lack of higher awareness, old patriarchal habits used and perpetuated in the Ascension Process by certain teachers/writes etc. It’s time to call these things and people out and in case you haven’t noticed, this is a general theme globally in 2020 with everyone and everything that’s not of the NEW entirely.
Anyway… I published my previous article on Sunday, August 16, 2020 then that late afternoon and early evening dealt with the unhappy blow-back from some commenters over much of the material. I was not surprised but that doesn’t mean I enjoy verbally sparring with anyone who’s not yet embodied enough Light energies etc. to have lifted and shifted them to higher levels of consciousness, HighHeart and higher awareness. Plus negative egos and Team Dark in general benefit and want verbal sparring matches to happen because they temporarily derail the person with a higher awareness and fill the other person doing the baiting and/or outright attacking with blood-lust as they come in, oftentimes with well-written intellectual attack comments to kill the Light as they’re always so ready to do. Who gives a rats ass at this point? Seriously. You’re going to try to bait and hook me over masks? Over Qanon? Over the Orange Menace? It’s all beyond ridiculous but that’s the whole point with all of it.
Anyway… I pushed fast and hard to write and publish my previous article quickly, then deal with the hostility over it, and the loving support and gratitude from the like others over it, then laid in my bed late that night and clearly felt that I had, that WE had accomplished another important life and shift through all that. It was easily energetically felt the night of August 16, 2020. I felt, as did some of you reading this did, that the energies lifted and shifted higher again that day and evening. It was good and positive but it took some Work as usual.
What I did not know was that August 16, 2020 around 10 PM my daughter-in-law unexpectedly and very quickly died at her and my son’s home in another state. They’d been together, and much of the time also worked together, for 26 years. My son (48) is devastated, plus I believe he also has COVID-19 which is what I sense caused his wife’s rapid death. She’s had asthma for most of her adult life.
My son called Tuesday morning August 18, 2020, crying and coughing like I’ve never heard him cough before and blurted out that his wife had suddenly died Sunday night August 16th. He said I tried to help her by doing CPR on her and my heart sank for him. I said in my comment about this the other day that my son does not know how to life without her. I even told daughter-in-law that over a decade ago and we laughed over it at the time even though we both knew it was true. None of the males in her life know how to live without her. We’ll see if, hopefully, that has finally changed.
So my son’s wife of 26 years suddenly dies from, I believe COVID-19. My son and only child is broken and shattered now and will be for a long time — if he survives having COVID-19 himself which I’m certain he now has. I’m well aware that, knowing all I do about him and his life and choices and actions etc., that he may just not be here much longer. Or, he may get it together and lift and shift himself up and out of where he’s been into a NEW higher level, life and reality. It could go any number of ways at this time. And of course I’m doing my best to deal with all aspects of all this and more. I got momentarily wobbly for two days over all this but feel better, stronger again today.
I’ve learned as many of you have that it’s a flaming shitstorm of unpleasantness emotionally and physically when someone vibrating higher suddenly has old lower frequency emotions like grief, fear, sadness etc. The higher and lower energies cannot co-exist in my, in your, in our bodies so it’s seriously miserable and we quickly HAVE to get it together and get ourselves back up to higher normal levels of being, life and reality in these sorts of situations. You know this if you’ve stepped outside the ‘eye of the storm’ for whatever the reason(s). You feel unusually horrid because NEW higher and old lower cannot co-exist in your or my or our physical bodies without it causing instant energy problems and pains. Feel, deal, heal and get the hell out of there as quickly as you can and back up HOME in your HighHeart. Soon none of us will wobble like this at all but will be fully capable of remaining higher no matter what happens.
I share this with you because like so, so many who have, are and will be experiencing these escalating sudden unexpected deaths of loved ones, friends, family, spouses and partners and personal life and collective reality changes will only increase this year and next. I call it all a big necessary part of the Separation of Worlds & Timelines. Other people call it other things but we’re all talking about the same thing.
This morning I received a mass email notification from Tom Kenyon’s website that he’s got a new article available. Because it is EXACTLY what I’ve been talking about and why, and because it is EXACTLY what my son, myself, his wife’s family and hundreds of thousands of people in this country and five million and counting worldwide are going through this year and next, I want to pass along Tom Kenyon’s channeled Hathors article from 2011 for the obvious reasons. Everyone needs this reminder in 2020. Thank you Tom Kenyon and the Hathors for it and for pulling it back into our lives right now.
‘Chaotic Nodes’, ‘Transition States of Consciousness’, ‘null zone’, ‘Perceptual Markers’, ‘Personal Transition States, ‘ Collective Transition States’, ‘Physical Death’, ‘Portals of Opportunity’ are some of the great terms the Hathors use to express what we’re all going through now no matter which, as I call them, energy stair-step each of us are currently on. There’s more I’d like to say about all of this but my physical body is again in that state of casting off more personal old lower and embodying more NEW higher and I feel weak physically because of it. Both sides are very potent. The embodying of so much more NEW energies recently makes my body shake internally, vibrationally and normally I can handle this fairly easily. Not as much due to my occasional thoughts about my son. Late June 2019 my mom died. January 2017 my younger sister and only sibling died. November 2016 my cat and physical ascension partner and best-est feline ascension buddy died. Fucking harsh stair-steps of ascension Separation. Oh, that reminded me of this.
‘In the midst of the growing global carnage around the current pandemic as well as escalating social unrest, we have before us an unprecedented opportunity (actually I call them FGOs or Fucking Growth Opportunities) to spread our wings, metaphorically speaking, and fly upward even in the midst of chaos.’ — Tom Kenyon, Transition States into New Realities, August 20, 2020.
Sometimes plain old honest cuss words are necessary to get the fucking point across. Whatever works. We are after all in some serious evolutionary shit now and it’s all good, even the fucking shit parts.
See the link below to Tom Kenyon’s website and this channeled message reminder.
Denise Le Fay
August 20, 2020
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