You are all souls that "came here" to experience third-dimensional reality, and thus no amount of resistance against this fact can cause you to escape this choice that you have made. Not even suicide is successful, because the law of motion in your universe is such that your soul must "return" to experience 3D if you are resisting it in any way. Most humans inwardly carry a death-wish on a subconscious level, and it is this attitude of escapism that causes you to miss the point, the point of power, your point of attraction, which is always NOW. "Things are not going my (the ego's) way, and the world doesn't understand me, so I need to leave!" This is a pervasive attitude, and it takes many forms, most of which do not appear to you to be "suicidal," when in fact they are. Developing a "terminal" disease may be one form this attitude may take. Escapism is, in a very practical sense, the most-practiced "religion" among humans at this present time. This has no doubt been the case for many millennia on your planet, however this is increasingly declining as more and more of you awaken to your True Spiritual Nature. All creatures naturally seek well-being, humans as well, and thus you are quite resilient as a species.
