Beloved Light Emissaries,
The path to conscious evolution, from a total state of amnesia, into a free sovereign being, is not an easy one, for it is filled with many challenges - opportunities - that trigger the inner shift required for us to regain a higher level of consciousness, remembering, again, our true nature and human purpose. At this time, in the midst of this intense passage, we are blessed with the proper frequencies for us to focus in the necessary healing we shall create for our unique journey.
The New Moon’s Solar Eclipse at 20 degrees Cancer, sets the perfect climate for the ones who are dealing with maternal issues, sexual traumas and everything that has to deal with integrating wounds and polarity. This passage will last until 2020, for the majority of the Eclipses until this year, will occur in Cancer and Capricorn, which gives us the perfect frequency for us to work on balancing the feminine and the masculine. For as you know, Cancer represents the feminine, the caretaker and the mother figure. While Capricorn, on the contrary, represents the masculine, the protector, the one who manifests and the one who makes what the feminine births, tangible.
This is a Moon that goes beyond our human interpretation and creates an opportunity for us to connect with our star families, remembering that even though we may recall other dimensions or civilizations, what we call Home, resides, always, within, for all the Universe, no matter what we go, is Home, for God's Spark is everywhere.
At a planetary level, the Eclipse opposes Pluto, which is retrograde. On the contrary of what traditional astrology says, I do not consider this aspect as a curse, but as an opportunity, for this is precisely the alignment that triggers the necessary inner crisis required, for us to become aware of our wounds and finally look our deepest fears and pains in the face and embrace them. Pluto's energy is the one that pushes us to the limit and make us, whether we want it or not, confront and transform our shadows and dissolve what the human self cannot understand and hence, denies.
At the New Moon time we also have two powerful Grand Trines in our Heavens. One in Earth and another one in Water signs. This is what sets the tone of this Eclipse, for it also gives us the chance of creating a great transformation and harmony between our emotions and the importance of being practical too, and between creating a balance in our earthly and spiritual sides, helping us being grounded, so we can make our ethereal creations, tangible, in the physical.
Nevertheless, this New Moon’s essence goes beyond our human interpretation. The New Moon in Cancer is a blessing for those who are doing a profound inner work of polarity integration/healing. For this Moon not only has a feminine essence but also a masculine one coming from the Grand Trine in Earth signs as well as the remaining influence of the past Moon in Capricorn.
As we also have Venus in a trine with both Uranus and Saturn, during the New Moon, this is where we go beyond the astrological meaning of Moons and Eclipses of simply dissolving an aspect of our lower self and/or physical life and communing with these frequencies, for what we call energies or light waves, are not just mere energies being poured into us, but pure Divine Intelligence, liquid light, which is pure consciousness and which goes to where it is appreciated and consciously invited.
If we work with the essence of this Eclipse we can begin to heal sexual, gender, and many emotional other traumas that come when we still possess imbalances in one of our feminine/masculine sides as well as when we have been deeply damaged by other's acts, as abuses, or society, for example, when certain unconscious individuals try to discriminate against those who possess different sexual proclivities.
This is a passage for us all to work with the deprogramming of the sexual indoctrination that for eons have been inculcated to us, for this is where all begins, by healing the many programs that tell us that we can only love the opposite sex, that we must live under the gender we have been born and many other negative agendas and manipulative tactics.
There are many, even in the spiritual community, so to say, and this is perfectly fine, who still see this as something that can be healed, or that is not a part of a enlightened being, as well as the ones who think that twin souls can only be born in opposite sexes. Whilst I am not entering discussions, my intention is one of spreading equality as well as the compassion that we, as ascending souls, must hold for everyone no matter what their personal paths and choices are, for all serve in ways we cannot imagine, from our limited human perspective.
The imposters or negative agenda infiltrated within our mental body, by many mind control tactics, that only if we behave and are in a certain way, we are pure and normal beings, when the truth is that it is precisely diversity that allows us to learn, evolve and expand. It is now time to heal the core of the many sexual traumas in many people and the many abuses suffered that even if we try to bury them, they are still hurting some fragments of our soul that are still in pain.
The unconscious abuses, not just sexual ones, and even physical, that many of us have experienced, go deeper than certain physical traumatic situations, for these memories reside in our cells impeding us to free ourselves from what we are not even conscious of. The true balance between the feminine and the masculine in my humble opinion and according to the guidance I receive, which I completely trust after years of consciously working on it, has nothing to do with what we were taught about sex and sexual tendencies.
The first and most important reunion shall be the one we must have with our own selves, for if we do not work on hieros gamos - inner synthesis - we cannot hold the proper balance required for us to maintain a balanced relationship, which is what is still happening. We have been programmed to get attached to other people, especially to our partners, we have been manipulated to believe they complete us and if we are not in a Divine reunion, we are not whole, and in my opinion, this continues within the so-called twin flames communities, for it is something I see that continues to be fed, and it is the main cause of self-disempowerment amongst many other delusions.
To be able to heal what once was distorted apart from the many abusive experiences we may have had, first we need to break the barriers we once created within our hearts that keep painful memories buried deep within our being, keeping us from experiencing the relief and calmness of true healing. The second step is to leave behind the role of victim, which is also an imposed one, to try to disempower the person who suffered abuse and hence, taking for granted that the person is weak and hopeless to become whole and healed, again.
Ceasing to blame the masculine, due to an excess of feminine essence, which leads to feeling overwhelmed by our own emotions, creating unnecessary dramas and manipulative tactics, is vital when we are trying to heal past old wounds, for we will always blame the masculine in every situation and/or relationship, for what once happened to us. This also goes for blaming negative agendas and others. Focusing on self-love and healing, is pivotal to stop feeding these unconscious people as well as to regain full control of the self and sovereignty.
This is a very delicate topic, and of course, these abuses must be followed by medical and/or other therapeutic assistance, I am always sharing about the deeper perspective of these traumatic experiences, that many of us have suffered, from a non-physical perspective, where all originates.
The feminine/masculine collective wound will only be released as we keep expanding in consciousness, leaving behind the old patriarchal society, in which, tiranny used to be the norm for both women and men. Sexual, mental, emotional and gender enslavery will cease when we all take the conscious decision to unprogram ourselves and begin to live without fear, embracing love and using compassion as our main tool of healing instead of victimhood.
As the Planet regains its lost feminine essence, where the values of self-love, respect and tolerance with one another are the main Laws, our main mission, as conscious, and loving beings, is to practice unconditional love, with ourselves and All, and spread non-judgement where others sow fears and separation. For we did not come here to fix and/or change anything but to naturally stand firm in our light, for this light is enough to shift all that has been distorted and shadowed by those who work for the dark forces.
In love and light ∞
Natalia Alba
starseedsoul.com
