OCTOBER 2014
IN THIS ISSUE
*** Council of She ‘the Universe is about to unzip its limitations’
*** HAS THE COSMIC VACUUM SUCKED UP ALL THE MIRACLES?
***Do Not Allow the Delusion of Another’s Perceptions
To Splatter Mud Upon Your Own Heart’s Joy.
*** I AM SHENKINAH
***Cosmic Classified
Thoughts from your Hostess of Light
Whewww….What
a couple of weeks it has been, I feel like I have spent 14 days in the
belly of the whale. The energies here in the Smokey mts have been
totally liquid. An imposing liquid downloading for days, turning the
summer leaves mottled in their autumn colors. Blurring all together like
a Salvador
Dali painting. A collage of shift so prevailing one has to hang on for
dear life, praying they have the strength and courage to get thru this
whirlwind of October. Drama is spelled with a capital ‘D’ as everyone
goes thru the wind-tunnel of love alone, surfing the seas of self and
mounting family karma.
Holy
moly! Didn’t we already do this karmic wash? The higher your light
vibration the more you will be CONTINAULLY distracted by ongoing outer
emotional wear and tear. We can blame it on every eclipse, every
retrograde and every person that pushes our buttons, but ultimately we
signed up for this part of the journey knowing full well that we would
be asked to go that extra 10 miles and do more than we thought we were
capable of.
The
secret to this galactic upliftment is to stand tall against what tries
to steal your peace over and over again. The distractions come to steal
your power away from what truly needs addressed. Stand your ground,
stick to what you are currently doing/ involved in/ channeling/ healing
etc. our virtual world seems to demand our complete attention like a new
baby. We jump up every text being swayed word by word, seduced away
from had been important to us. With every text and every email we are
manipulated by another’s mood, needs, wands, demands. we go into flux,
forgetting what we originally were doing. This pliable virtual
side-tracked amnesia creeps into our lives everyday. we continually get
escorted out of the building of self and our own souls evolution into
the arena of an emotional free-for-all.
First
off folks, you cannot fix anybody unless they want fixed! The
definition of ‘crazy’ is doing the same thing over and over again with
the same results. How many times have you given your all to another just
to watch them repeat the same destructive habit over and over again?
When another wants to be truly fixed of what ails them, it will be so.
Once a mind is made up it always completes its actions. For every cell
of your body believes what you say and think. The silent witness within
knows all sees all, and you cannot ‘bull sh-t’ yourself.
Every
year as we make our way forward in time we a pushed and prodded into
more than we are really ready for. We stomp and cry and demand, justice
and free choice on our part. The universe just smiles and continues to
make its noisy children eat all those veggies they do not
like. Forced feeding of the soul is a necessity, for continued growth.
As humans are we ever ready for the hard teachings? The energies keep us
close to our ‘cave of safety’ as we do not venture far from port.
Stay
sharp as the summit of your spiritual awareness hones itself to a sharp
point. Do not jump from a precipice like an anxious lighthouse, trying
to save those in the turbulent seas. Shine for them and teach them to
sup upon a higher light and a higher system of faith. Many have lost
their trust in the universe; they have lost their way in the mirage of
confusion. Some have lost the landscapes of their future. Your wings
have been expanded by these winds of change. The great hope that you
hold for yourself - give to all by your own strength and courage and
conviction.
Council of She
‘the Universe is about to unzip its limitations’
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
The
light that you so seek has become meticulously activated. You have
cleared the debris from the landing field of your soul and self. You
have announced to all the molecular content of your being will be
light. You have come into the center of the Universe that you
represent. Slipping through the shackles that you have worn as
adornments. In the stillness of all resides the truth of the matter.
It is in within the stillness that you will find the bioluminescent
that you need to become. The Light within the cell structure of your
being shifts in luminance as a deep-water fish. Visualize your DNA
becoming bio- luminescent, glowing in the liquid center of your cells,
ebbing and flowing.
We
are the Council of She. We sit at the intersection of time awaiting a
doorway to remind you that within you is both she and he, the God and
the Goddess. When the goddess (God in Us) is activated it has no
gender, no specifications. The doorways of the past now shut very
quickly. You look back (hoping not to turn to salt) to find who your
were but all has been shifted the landscape has been cleared showing a
new shoreline.
When
You came to earth you told the universe that you were capable, and not
to worry you would get the job done. Being earthen a great denseness
befell you. Your light shifted and your contracts became a burden. In
that burden, you lost your lust. You lost your passion. You lost your
drive. You find that very little of earth fulfils you. You want to be
happy in your light work. You want to be happy in your healing work.
You want to be happy in your life, but you have lost the pizzazz. You
have lost your passion. These contracts and burdens that you carry upon
your shoulders are like honey buckets from an oriental lifetime filled
with what needs to be disposed.
You
try to birth yourself anew everyday yet no one applauds your cosmic
completions, your human revelations, and your accomplishments. Where is
the applause? Where is the acknowledgement your soul seeks? A Great
Depression has befallen the human race, a planetary sadness a giving up
before the tides turn. This energy comes from a DNA remembrance of a
time that is aligned with the three falls of Atlantis.
A time when you tried so hard to lift the world, to lift the light, to
lift others to a point of safety, and you did not succeed. Lifetime
after lifetime, existence after existence you have given yourself 100%
and you have not seen the completion of the contract.
We
the Council of She ask you to ‘take it to the limit one more time’. We
send you comets asteroids solar flares. We send you postcards from
Sirius, from the Pleiades, from Arcturus and Andromeda. We send you
etchings from the green grass and signature songs from the birds. We do
it all for you. To keep you from giving up, for you are the hope of the
planet. You are the ones who have never given up, even though they
wanted to. In this lifetime you come to clear on a cellular level the
three falls of Atlantis. Not only earth Atlantis, but the destruction of the star Atlantis and the energies that befell it.
You
have reached out to God Almighty, to Great Spirit, to everything holy
throughout all time and religions. Your prayers fell upon deaf ears and
a closed heart. How could your Mother/Father God, your Creator, your
Benefactor, not save you, not help you, not show you the door out?
You
come to consciously clear the times that you were the seers the shamans
and the holy wise ones, the priests, those that believed when no one
else believed. You held that belief until the very last breath time
after time. You have stood for good and God in every level of your
being and now we ask you to hold that trust and belief one more day, one
more thought, one more heart beat. Take it to the limit of your light
one more time.
You
are going to find that the God that you have worshiped, the God that
you have prayed to is but a division of God. You have seen, known and
experienced but one slice of that ‘PI of Light’. The universe is about
to unzip its limitations and open up for you to see exactly what needs
to be birthed. The vibrations that come to you already cause confusion
within the brain. There is so many levels of communication that you are
hearing, on so many levels of light, you are seeing, on so many levels
of heart, you are experiencing, so many levels of dark that you are
vanquishing all in the same breathe, in the same day, in the same
thought.
Each
singularity that you are is divided into millions of components. Each
one of your thoughts is touching everything. Everything through your
past, everything through your blood and your family history, everything
through the stars, everything through the universe and all time all
space and all dimensions. You are the place that life intersects life.
If
you could see the fabric of light that you come from, if you could
know the akashic record around each of you, you would understand that
there is no failings, there is no shortcomings. Always you have lasted
until the last minute and never have you given up even when the universe
did not show itself to you, even when your people were not saved, even
when you could not heal your tribe, even when disaster happened. You
believed.
We
know that you have many disappointments and angers at the Creator. We
know that sometimes you feel your prayers have not been answered. We
know that you feel as though you have been discarded and deserted, but
that cannot happen. You know that you are never alone. We ask you to
take it to the limit one more time for all that you have ever believed
in and everything that you could not prove.
We
are the Council of SHE. We live within you, as you live within us. We
are an ocean and you are the streams, the creeks, the rivers and the
ponds that we open our arms and our hearts to. We leave you with a
knowing that is stronger then anything that you have encountered.
HAS THE COSMIC VACUUM
SUCKED UP ALL THE MIRACLES?
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I
am SHE that heralds from the stars. The threads of my gown of light are
interwoven with constellations. I am SHE that you wish upon in the
night sky as you look up and see my hearts light pulsing toward yours. I
am Star Woman and I live within you as you live within me. When you
were a child, you would sit at your bedside and ponder all that was in
the sky above. You would look for the signs. You would look for the
magic. You would look for the hope that you so needed in your life. You
sought someone who loved you more than you even loved yourself. When you
were a child, you wished upon me and I did my best to make all your
wishes come true. I came to you and brushed the tears from your eyes as
you, little one cried yourself to sleep -- tears of confusion over your
family, over your school, over your day. I stood there and looked at you
and loved you with all of my heart. I was Star Woman then as I am Star
Woman now.
Within
me live black holes and white holes and ultra-violet holes. Within me
are universes that implode and explode upon them selves. Just like your
emotions, Your explosions are a microcosm, where my explosions are a
macrocosm. You are not miniscule in heart, in love, in light, or in
deed. You are a great galaxy that chose to remember itself in human
form. You dear ones hold the very fabric of time within your being. You
look to your world for the answers that only can be seen in the nucleus
of your being. You look to the trees and the winds that dance through
them to give you the messages you seek. It feels as if you have been
shuttled away from what you once knew, into a place that is a foreign
and strange. Everything seems to be speaking an unfamiliar language and
your heart seems to be beating at an irregular beat. You feel like a
great vacuum has sucked away all the miracles and they no longer exist.
A great void has come and taken them from your land like a pied piper
calling to what is lost. As you breathe into a place of brighter light
and deeper love, you spring forth from a place that produces pearls of
wisdom from the oysters of irritations.
Your
heart beats harder and faster when you find a part of the puzzle that
gives you a point of remembrance. You move from your position of sparrow
into your position of condor, flying above the illusions of earth, into
a place where love dwells. You do yourself an injustice trying to
change what is. You have come to the end of an alleyway of a future that
was created by a mass consciousness. Your place is still here, but
where you find your peace does not come so easily. I ask you to fly high
into places that your heart knows and your heart remembers to find that
peace. Stay sharp at the summit of your spiritual awareness. Do not
jump from a cliff like a worried lighthouse swimming to save another
that is about to crash on the shores of life. You must shine for them
and teach them to fly, to sup upon a higher light and a higher belief
system. Many have lost their faith; they have lost their way in this
mirage of confusion. Some have lost their homes, and the landscapes of
their future. It is up to you to draw them a new picture, to draw them a
new outcome by your strong actions. Building a future from a different
place and a new blueprint. Your wings have been flustered by these winds
of change. The hope that you hold for yourself - give to all of Earth,
see her fulfilled and healed. At this time I leave. I am Star Woman.
Do Not Allow the Delusion of Another’s Perceptions
To Splatter Mud Upon Your Own Heart’s Joy.
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Time
after time, existence after existence, you have been lived, died and
been born again. In this lifetime alone you have birthed and died a
hundred times already and there will be a thousand more to come. Level
by level, week by week – you birth another level of you, another nuance
that is not known and has not been seen, another possibility, another
perception. Every night as you sleep, you have the option to let go of
what has hurt you, what has lessened your light, what has landed in your
heart, and fly to the stars and dance in the heavens, and be birthed
anew on the sunrise.
Humans
are the only species in this part of the galaxy that have the ability
to die a hundred deaths and be born a hundred times in one life span.
You are re-incarnation-al aspects of the original you, of your original
being from this human birth. It seems as if weeks are years and years
are weeks, and days are long and nights are short, and the sun shines
brighter and the waters run bluer. All of this is because you perceive
it as so. There are many whose perceptions are dark and dank and they
see only muddy waters and toxic debris on the shoreline. They see the
residual pond of selfishness that the human species is drowning in. They
do not see the heart of the day or the soul of the night; they are
blind to the good inherent within each situation. They lessen
themselves as the lessons get crueler and crueler. They shrink their
horizons as their panoramic view dilutes itself to the size of a single
molecule.
Do
not allow the delusional and the dilution of another’s perception to
splatter mud upon your own heart’s joy. For what you seek, you shall
find and what you yearn for you shall become, and what is unknown shall
be seen. For wide is the path that you have sculpted for yourself.
Lift up your being as you see above the conflict from a viewpoint high
on the cliff of divinity. For it is up to you dear ones to always lift
yourself above the confusion, above the pain, above the sadness and the
delusion.
For
you hold the rainbow promise of the future within you. You hold the
hope of all those who sleep in fear and confusion. You hold the promise
that this world will not be destroyed again, the promise that the
Christed one would come back, the promise that the Masters of Light and
your stellar parentage would one day would look at you eye to eye. The
promise that there is nothing on earth that does not love you.
The
darkness raises its head like a sleepy dragon trying to entice you into
becoming fearful, filled with anxiety. Everyday there is predications
of doom and gloom. You must believe dear ones that all is well. You
must hold the holy promise tight within your heart.
I am SHEKINAH
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I
come on the winds of time to allow you entrance into knowledge that
goes beyond self and memory. Within what is known and unknown as the
Holy Spirit, there are many dimensional descriptions. There are many
doorways, and inter-dimensional truths. There is a great-pronounced
diversification that lives within the house and dwelling of Holy
Spirit. Each of you holds within you the personal breath of God; I come
on this day to breathe that memory into you. You each live within the
out-breath of God. God breathed you into existence and the flesh that
you are now. With The first breath that a baby takes, the Holy Spirit
enters the child in fullness. The Holy Spirit does not dwell within the
fetus during gestation.
The
Holy Spirit energy is an imprint, an encoding, that is held by each
individual on their journey through life. On the death of the
individual, the last breath, the Holy Spirit is released back to
Source. It is a separate and different being than the spirit of the
individual, but often when death occurs they leave as a two-fold light.
God inhales you back onto and into original light. You all ride the
inhale, the wave of contraction back into a point of explosive
expansion. As the universe inhales you each and every day a little more
and a little more, you are being released of toxins, negativity's,
angers, blocks and memories that no longer serve your soul’s evolution
and soul’s purpose. The universe is cleansing many layers of your being,
loosening and redistributing blocks so that can easily be dismissed on
the next inhale of the Creator. In other words, all that is solid and
dank and dark within you is breathed loving and exquisitely by the prime
creator back into itself. The angers that have been keeping you down
and stagnant will be lifted.
The
reason for the heaviness of self as of late has to do with the many
portions of you that have gathered as a depository. They migrate to a
magnetic point in your physical body. From this magnetic point, they
will exit and be sent to Prime Creator. Not only will this be
experienced within the physical body, but it will also be experienced
within the planetary body, the planetary emotional body, and the
planetary memory body. For Earth herself will be lifted out of the ever
clinging memory of the tar pit of death and annihilation that has
happened throughout time. The Prime Creator, the Universe will escort
this back into original source to be purified recycled and used again.
The
Prime Creator is taking the thickness of the energies and birthing new
universes. He/She/They run a little bit short on the very fabric of
livingness and the atomic structure of what has been created. So
He/She/They take from the stockpile of humanness and earth, the thickest
and darkest of all and bring it into a formation that is beyond your
measure of beauty. With this knowing allow this coagulation to happen
within your body. You may have pains that come and go in the body, in
the heart memories, in the heaviness of all emotion, but it gathers to
be birthed anew into a new universe. So the very fabric of your being
and all that you have been through time after time as well as all Mother
Earth has endured, will be birthed into beautiful cellular structures
of baby light and beginning life in another part of God, and you will be
part of that.
As
a gift for allowing all of this to take place (as if you needed a gift
for releasing all of this thick emotional debris) you will be lifted
several levels of light towards Ascension. This will be equal to
climbing a mountain of 5500 feet and looking over your world with a
gentle knowing and a heavenly appreciation of everything that has
brought you to be who you are now. It takes more molecules to create
anger, than it does a joy. It takes more molecules to hold disease
within a body than it does to heal it. All that is holy is very light
and non-fattening. I ask you to allow the Creator to breathe you in
deeply. Feel yourself being lifted by this holy breath. Allow the out
breath to bring you into the expansion that you so seek. As all of this
is happening you may find a lightness of head and vertigo of nature.
You may find emotional surges come forth to you in great tears and
fears. You will feel the presence of the holy ones as they stand by
your side. You will be alleviated of what has stuck to your soul as tar
and feathers for so many existences. I am SHEKINAH, one of the octaves
of the Holy Spirit. I leave on the winds of light.
The 8th Annual
GATHERING OF SHE 2014
‘The Ancient She’
3 days of Entering the Temple of She
October 17,18,19 2014
SMOKY MOUNTAINS TENNESSEE
Event Held at
‘The Bluff View Conference Center’
Hidden Mountain Resort, Sevierville TN
The Gathering of She is a Spiritual Retreat for Goddesses,
no cooking no cleaning, no worry,
Just a time of receiving for the Divine SHE within!
Cost $188 includes Concert Friday night, all Speakers, Gift Bag,
Continental breakfast, Lunch, Desserts & Beverages both days
& Goddess Party Saturday Night
Powerful Speakers, Attunements, Clearing, downloading all weekend
Contact Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
PO box 217
Dandridge TN
37725
Email thequantumawakening@gmail.com
