IN THIS ISSUE
From Your Hostess of Light
‘SEE’ of CONFUSION
The Relentless Pursuit of More
THE MARY CODES
As we move thru these very immense invisible energies we stand at the bend in the tunnel of love, not seeing a way out and not seeing a way in. we have so drained our body mind and spirit looking for a cure to what ails us all. Like a driven chemist we look for the invisible living between the unseen; searching the cosmos for the exact equation that will construct a Panacea for all to sip from. Many years ago in my early training as a channel I learned that true darkness cannot be destroyed it can only be contained. Like a frozen disease found in a mammoth bone, the earth is able to hide what was once exposed and dangerous of nature. I was shown by the universe in many a real situation not to send anger or hate or try to destroy what was essentially a black hole of darkness. In my early days I did a lot of ghost busting and entity releasement. I, as many others, were on the front lines releasing darkness in all forms, filling it with Light. This was literally like filling a bucket with many holds; it was one fruitless tree trying to get rid of the darkness. ( we were young and stupid) Those lessons still speak in this day and time.
Every day I pray for a cure, a living panacea for all the dis-ease that haunts earth. I ask for insight and truth to be displayed in my mind and day. I google the Cosmos and ask, “how do we stop what still plagues us?” As of Late I have been gifted the word ‘Neutralize’. This word means to stop something from having effect, to render something ineffective or harmless by applying an opposite effect. To make something chemically neutral, nullify, invalidate, cancel out. I found a lot of power within this word as it seems to fit like a stretchy Band-Aid over that which needed healed within via thought and energy.
Neutralize is the vibration of the number 5 in energy. It is all about the 5 points of man, the gift of being human. Reaching out reaching within and seeing what we are really made of. The gift of adding humanity to the celestial equation as an ally in the fight for universal rights. We are exhausted body mind spirit from all the external and internal fighting. The universe is asking us to use a new thought, a new tool a new empowerment. Use the powerful vibration of Neutralize in your vocabulary of magical words and prayers. Instead of batting with everything used the healing balm of neutralization as the solvent you need. Render that which steals your peace and life as in-effective, render it something harmless, To in-validate that which wishes you harm.
‘SEE’ of CONFUSION
As dimensional rifts become an everyday initiation trick we find ourselves sailing down new corridors of time as well as being transported thru other aspects of time we do not understand. What was long sought after within self, within history, and within text, now slowly shifts sidestepping earth law. We have become Light Navigators in patterns of light that we have never known. We are at a point of snowballing coming face-to-face with many aspects of our many selves on an ancestral level, moving thru the many slips of time.
Days and nights dance together as 24 hours seems Gumby-like stretching and curbing itself simultaneously. Like lights slowly dimming in a Great Banquet Hall, one does not always feel or sense the change or shift when sitting in the arms of time itself. Humanity has developed innate lens that Allow them to see inter-dimensionally; seeing into the past and future riding the bucking bronco of now. Each experience is decoded with a different cipher using a different index. Many have become prickly pear of nature as what was one stuffed Rises to the surface to be seen in a sharpness and Clarity that may be too much for most humans.
Love and forgiveness are a great Balm for anything God has created and should be applied generously. Like a wounded mama bear any criticism could be dangerous, as we all see our old wounds and battle scars in the light of day. The Child of Light that lives within each person seeks to drift to the surface effortlessly like an island that has been birthed in the night. The skin of the soul is very sensitive and seeks solitude.
The Light us within wishes upon itself, to float to the surface, like a message in a bottle that seeks to be found. Save our Souls, SOS means so much more now than it ever has before; For without the souls of humanity a great part of the universe would be annulled and void of love. All species are aligned with life but not all species have the developmental ability to love, to weep, to pray, and to mourn. Humanity is truly and deeply loved by that which first gave it light and life.
As the good within humanities heart thrashes about in its own ‘See of Confusion’, ancient codes come to the surface; codes of Honor & Valor, codes of Truth & Justice, and codes of the Godheart that holds the great promises of God. The very word promise itself has the vibration of two joining hands, joining hearts, in a solidarity that will hold Through Time. Promises we made to ourselves from Years Gone by now fly higher than our ability to capture them. No longer are we bound to what we once promised. We are set free to ignite a new stroke of light.
We all come around a blind corner face-to-face with all dimensional aspects of our selves. Everything now mirrors what we need to address. Most days we would like to just stay home and board the windows shut but life demands active participation and she always gets what she wants. So many truths from so many times come forth to parade around our subconscious, all are full of themselves. Humanity is in a Hologram of its own making. Everyday humanity changes that picture thru every thought every word and every action, altering the format, coloration and saturation of the pixels of one’s life.
As we come closer to the holy days the seasonal days of celebration, we are in a higher Christ-like heart, a place we can give and receive blessings. The holidays come to heal with the Piney Scent Balm of the season infused with true love and kindness. For the Holiness that walks the Earth this year increases exponentially offering a multitude of Miracles and Appearances. We have all become a little tainted not believing every word we hear. Believing is a Powerful gift that was given to Earth. The ability to believe in the Unseen, to believe in miracles and to believe and trust in each other, is exactly the medicine earth needs at this time.
The Relentless Pursuit of More
The Source has stretched itself to the very edge of its ability to procreate from the present angle of life. Imagine stretching a rubber band as far as it can stretch without breaking it. That is where earth sits at this time in her life experience. She has stretched as far as she is able and now begins to contract in an effort to alleviate her growing pains. The essence of expansion has been seen as grandiose and wondrous but in truth has placed many stretch marks upon the body of humanity and earth herself.
It is time to stop pulling and chomping at the bit of your life like a restless carriage horse. Burdening yourself with the relentless pursuit and need of “more”. More money, more time, more material! The creator and the co-creators have stretched themselves to the zenith of material pursuits. Now all of life contracts in order to expand and heal itself.
This new dimension has expanded as much as it can. As it contracts, you find yourself in spheres of light. it is a doorway into instantaneous manifestation. In this dimension, you will move closer to your original pure form. You will grow in strength, in character, in knowing, and remembrance. As you contract fully to an expanded, yet singular thought– you will then be escorted into the next level of light.
Yes, dear ones, it feels as if you are moving backward through time itself, like Dorothy’s house in the Wizard Of Oz you are not in Kansas anymore. Your bodies feel heavier as you move into your corer, into your fulcrum, blending with that which is formless. From that point of purity, you will expand. The balloon of life cannot be blown up anymore without popping at the seems.
This coming holy year and season, people will truly see one another for who they are. No hiding from the authentic self. Imagine if every mirror in your world reflected the real luminescent beautiful you. The reflections of your light in the mirrors and windows of your world will show the true-light of the season.
You will see the cellular and stellar structure of your being change from day to day. Your skin, your hair, your expectations are continually being transformed and ungraded. The time- space sequence in-between thought and receiving is shortening. You will be pleased with what you have sculpted. For sculpting best describes what happens as intentions of the human mind are manifested with earthen clarity. You will become purified and fine-lined like a beautiful ice-sculpture at a golden celebration that defines and re-defines your lines of light.
THE MARY CODES
The Mary code lives within the feminine presence of Light while on earth. All that is feminine in purpose and DNA holds such a recollection. At certain periods in the timelines, the Holy Mother’s presence is etched into the hearts of those that have ears to hear and eyes to see and a heart filled with love. There are deep undertones that sound within her soul. She is the Innocence, the truth, the wisdom and the healing of ‘all that is’ that seeks to know itself. She knows what is to come as a holy woman and prophet. Blessed she was before birth, destined to hold a divine code of greatness that it has never been fully understood. Within the Mary Code lives a Divine feminine principle that surpasses time and is resilient of purpose and heart.
The child Mary was gifted with Visions in the form of Dreams at an early age, sometimes they were heavenly other times hellish. Other young girls of her township saw her as different in agenda and path. She spent much time in the temples of the old teachings of the goddess, finding nooks and crannies and long forgotten power points to spend her dreamy afternoons. She listened, silent as a little church-mouse in her secret niches, absorbing all that was spoken in the temple, as it echoed her soul, she absorbed all like an papyrus ink blotter. She innately knew that one day she would have to call upon the information from the deepest part of her soul.
Young and pure yet ancient of days, she incarnated in this physical time-plane holding a different vibration of destiny from the very beginning. She was a giving child so early, giving of her own food and clothing to help others in need. She knew in her heart she was destined for something greater than herself and shared all she had. In her heart of hearts she lived for what was holy and mystical of nature. The Code of Mary houses ancient paradoxes. From a young age she knew her calling did not involve orthodox teachings or understandings. She knew she would birth something big in her future. Her fears were real, her light was enormous, and her future was driven deep into the memory of Earth. Being a Seer of things to come is a great responsibility for anyone at any age.
This young woman was taught in ways of ancient wisdom and hidden truths that were housed within her holy bloodline and ancestral memory. Her very DNA would glow under a modern day microscope. For her light had to be grand and spacious from the very beginning, for one day she would hold the Light of the Christ child that would forever alter her body, heart and shape her future. Altered in ways that were unknown except to Enoch, She would became a holy Vessel of Living Light that held the future of Earth.
The story of Mary wanders around like a corn maze thru time. The truths the myths the maybes, take each person down a personalized trail of thoughts and beliefs. Her codes are written within the hearts of those that have a special Light in their hearts. She was destined to be a Child-Mother of a child-God who was destined to shift and change the world and she held this knowledge in every ounce of her being, waiting for it to come to past. The Mary code asks us to find our place of power within. Like a vast light of celestial proportion the Mary Codes allow you to see in divine portion to what lives in your heart and fuels your destiny. The Mary Codes live, a place of living change, fluid in heart and love
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