Yes, you are being transformed. Yes, you have shed the old for the old no longer serves you, the old ways of living, relating, being. You have been born anew. At first it will feel like you do not quite know who you are anymore. You sometimes want to go backwards and you try to find the old you. But it will be that the more you try to cling onto the old you and the old life, the more it will dissipate and disappear, indeed vaporize between your fingers. These are just old ghosts you are still conjuring up. Leave them behind. They in truth do not exist anymore.
No, such times of transition are never comfortable. For indeed, one is now dissolving. What is in truth dissolving is the old dream your ego lived in. You partook for one moment in that dream. You dreamed the Dream and you called it “Life”. Yet, it was only a dream. You have woken up. You now longer are able to step back into that old dream. It has vaporized.
The new dream is in the forming stage. You are between dreams now. You are no-form. You are no-thing. Yet you are all things and all forms. You are now embracing the whole Omniverse within you. You are endless, infinite, eternal. There is no end and no beginning. You are Alpha and Omega. You are all that is. You are the I AM THAT I AM. You are all which exists in all of Creation, you are the breath between breaths, and the space, the vacuum, the breath between notes. You are all and all is you. Indeed, embrace this state, for it is sacred, it is holy. It is Divinity itself.
Judith Kusel
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