As usual there will be Stair-steps with this phase
of the 2013 winter Solstice and winter quarter Ascension Process for
the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, and so on. Think of
this just like the “First Wavers”, the “Second Wavers”, and the “Third
Wave” groups at the start of the Ascension Process a couple of decades
ago. A very few will be activated on the 2013 winter Solstice just as a very few
were on the 2012 winter Solstice that transcended physicality at that
time. This December a ready few will be activated at the 2013 winter
Solstice, a few more will be during the rest of December, and more in
January 2014, and more and more will be throughout the winter quarter
months and even more beyond that. Stair-steps, always stair-steps so we
transmute/embody/transcend slowly, carefully, safely and incrementally
so we don’t blow a fuse and/or destroy the body.
In my earlier article The 12 Labors, I talked about this phase of
the Ascension Process for the Forerunners and how I’d perceived that
many (not all but many) will need one full year–from the 2013 September
Equinox to the 2014 September Equinox–to physically, incrementally live this phase of embodying more into the physical body. There
are multiple reasons for this Stair-step approach or activation process
but it’s always about doing it safely and only when one is able.
2012 & 2013 Higher Messages to “WAIT”
Another aspect of all this that some
of the Forerunners of the Forerunners have also been experiencing
throughout 2012 and 2013, is that of your Higher Self and/or your
Ascension Guides and/or On High occasionally informing you — ‘Wait, not yet…’
And so, some of the Forerunners of the
Forerunners have repeatedly had to wait because no matter how badly we
wanted to get to the next phase, we were informed multiple times over
the past two years to hold up and wait. We understand,
but after a while it does have a tendency to occasionally make one nuts
with Ascension Process “cabin fever”. This repeated aligning and
preparation business is incredibly important and things happen exactly
when they’re supposed to. So, we’ve waited some more which makes this
next part all the more humorous.
The Entertainment Section
Because I know there are scant few who
would publicly admit this, I want to share something personal I feel
many may also have been dealing with besides me, especially since
9-21-13. From one point of view it’s rather ridiculous, but from a few
other levels it makes sense. Some of us are so close now to the “really
great stuff starting” that why not have a laugh or two over the silly
contortions (aka distractions, procrastinations) some of us (me) have
put ourselves through right up to this long-awaited start point of
finally embodying so much MORE.
Since September 21, 2013 Equinox I’ve unexpectedly been in an ongoing process of having to quickly releasing certain people, certain things, and also every project (aka distractions, procrastinations) on my late 2013 To Do List. Some of this releasing has been wholly my doing because I could easily feel and know
that I HAD to do this now and the sooner the better for all involved.
In other cases however, this much-needed releasing has been placed on me
from On High (and thank you ever so much On High for doing it and greatly helping me ♥).
These divine interventions I’ve
been repeatedly experiencing in different ways since 9-21-13 but like
crazy all of December so far, have come in the form of being stopped
every single time I’ve tried to do something — something like start
writing a third book; like find a plumber to install something that
needs replacing; like hire someone to paint my backyard fence; like get
the oil changed in the car; like figure out “Obama Care” and
what/where/with who and how much is it going to cost me etc. Lots of that type of stuff.
Every time I’ve tried to start one of
these many physical “Doing” projects during this 2013 fall quarter, and
especially in December, there’s been all sorts of crazy derailments,
distractions (of other people and myself) and me getting nowhere with
any of them. When this business went to the ridiculous extreme that it
had to because — well, we’ll get to the why of my silly actions next —
that’s when it finally dawned on me that I wasn’t supposed to be “Doing”
these physical projects now. I finally realized that I am the Project that needs to be dealt with now, not anything else. Me, not the fence getting painted, not the car oil changed, not finding a handyman or plumber but ME because I am the Project. You are the Project now, not the Christmas holidays, not family or anything else, just YOU, just ME. On High says ‘No pressure though, just a reality check and a quick reminder to get your priorities sorted out dearest.’ Thank you yet again for this much-needed redirect and reminder On High. ♥
Once I realized what I was doing I had to honestly look at why
I was doing it and now of all times! And know that no one was more
surprised by what I discovered than myself. My birthday is December 23rd
so every winter Solstice is conjunct my Sun/sense of “self”. So why
after 62 brutal years of living as a First Waver Volunteer from
minute-one, and working towards what’s about to begin for some, why oh
why would I get myself tangled up with and distracted by all the silly
physical “Doings” that I’d created for myself in my 2013 fall quarter To Do List? Why in the universe would I feel it more important to say to Source/God/Divinity/Evolution/My Higher Self, ‘Wait!
I’ve got to do the laundry first.’ ‘Wait! I’ve got to paint the fence
first.’ ‘Wait! I’ve got to write another book first.’ ‘Wait! I’ve got to
hire a plumber first.’ 
I won’t bore you with the silly personal
reasons I discovered in myself but just say that even those of us who’ve
been at this Ascension Process for decades can become so habituated
with the “Doing” and hammering out the Divine Work in the physical that we volunteered to do, that when the time finally arrives for us to lay down our old tools and “give it all up to God” as
the saying goes and become MORE of us, become the “second coming”, some
of us might be encountering a tad bit of personal hesitation. Utterly
ridiculous I know but there it is for some of us now. However,
thanks to utter exhaustion, unrelenting physical pains and many years of
personal experience doing this it’s become very easy to quickly let go of, release, surrender, open and “BE” instead of “Do” and let the Ascension Process continue unfolding in and through us.
Just because this “Denise” version hasn’t done this before doesn’t mean that I won’t immediately recognize the incoming payday enhancements because I know I will. I know you
will too because it will be so blessedly familiar–it will be “Home”
again. But, to discover that some small inner part of me (and possibly
you) has been recently saying ‘WAIT a second here!’ to the heavens at this particular phase of the Ascension Process is
a bit of a mind-blower to me. I never would have expected this from
myself and yet, that’s what I’ve found myself doing a few times lately.
Even at divine monumental moments such as these we’re in now, some of us
momentarily freak and need to “WAIT” to have one more good look around
first. 
Dreaming While Awake
This is unrelated to the above material but I’ve wanted to mention this for a while and kept forgetting.
Remember many years ago when you first
discovered that you could still see the room you were in even though
your eyes were closed? Even though it was pitch-black and you couldn’t
see in the dark with your eyes open or closed… but suddenly you could
see in the dark and with your eyes closed to boot!? That’s another one
of the growing list of Ascension Process higher abilities that’s pretty
handy. Another one of them is what I’ve forgotten to mention — the ability to dream while you’re wide awake.
I’m not talking about “daydreaming” but
actual dreaming that’s always been done when you were deep asleep. We’ve
evolved to the point where the levels of waking consciousness and
frequency, and sleeping consciousness and frequency are so close
together within us now that we can literally dream while we’re both
asleep and awake.
I can’t remember exactly when I first
discovered I was doing this but it’s been a few years now. But, in late
2013 this ability to dream while I’m awake has progressed greatly and
quickly become another “normal” NEW ability. There are many more of
these types of NEW higher multidimensional abilities we’re all going to
have, but dreaming while awake is great fun. Multidimensional
multitasking!
Denise
December 16, 2013
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