Milky Way Galactic Center “Fermi Bubbles” burst on January 2, 2013
Not many of us were expecting 2013 to be
what it turned out to be but there ya go — every month another knockout
surprise! As entertaining as it might be for me to share my personal
2013 blow-by-blow, month-by-month accounts I won’t. I won’t because most
of you–not all of course but most–experienced nearly identical and
repeated hammerings throughout 2013 as I have. It was the theme of the
year, with December 2013 being a mini compressed version of the entire
year to be absolutely sure I/you/we got the chances (lessons) that
I/you/we each needed to master them and quickly move on to the next
thing whatever it was.
I will however write a short list
highlighting what I experienced throughout 2013, mainly because when
I/you/we each honestly look back and review everything we’ve been
through, a higher and clearer overview is revealed that we might not have been able to see or appreciate before. As
usual your mileage will vary, and these items below are primary focal
points that I experience in 2013. Use them as learning tools and/or
confirmation points if you can relate.
- Throughout 2013 nearly every person (known and unknown) I had intentional and unintentional, professional and casual interactions and dealings with came under varying degrees of negative interference from Team Dark. I was emotionally wounded and highly frustrated at times by this but that in itself was another layer for me to deal with in myself and learn as much from as I could. There’s much to learn in general from this old scenario about self and others and how remaining nonphysical Team Dark has been dealing with the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and tweaking their tactics so they can continue to affect or derail those of us that have moved just far enough beyond their direct reach.
- Repeated delays and setbacks with different projects, different ideas, creations etc. Timing has been very important throughout 2013 and many of us have repeatedly been reigned back in when we needed to be held back a bit and not jump the gun as so many of us Forerunners often try to do because we remember how quickly things manifest in 5D and higher. We had to get any 2013 issues, whatever they were, dealt with first and after that we’ll be given more room to Consciously Create–aka LOVE– within the NEW.
- A resurgence of some old Ascension symptoms for periods, and a surge of some new ones this year too. My head has been ground zero for the second half of 2013, where the first half of it I had those old hot flashes from hell constantly. There were/are far more Ascension related symptoms or side effects than only these two I’ve mentioned, but they won’t last forever, even though after sixteen years they’ve almost become a way of life.
Throughout 2013 many of us have had some
beloved friends and/or family members and/or co-workers and/or neighbors
etc. come under Team Dark (TD) influence as a way to distract or derail
or wound us… if
we let that old lower frequency TD tactic work that is. One of the
reasons for this (in 2013 I mean specifically) is that some of us have
only recently (in 2011 or 2012 or 2013) moved just far enough
vibrationally to now be out of frequency range from direct, face to face, personal attacks from TD. Because of this monumental achievement, TD has been using other people to indirectly affect us because they can no longer directly reach
some of us in the ways they could before. I intend to write a full
article about just this topic because it’s important and something that
more and more people will be experiencing as they continue incrementally
moving out of frequency range from the old lower everything including
TD.
Another important thing I’ve found myself
going through very intensely and quickly since the fall September 21,
2013 Equinox — the end of the Nine Months period from December 21, 2012
winter Solstice — has been the sudden and unexpected requirement of immediately
releasing any and all people, places, things etc. that I used to “love”
and/or feel connected to and/or relate to etc. Literally hours after
the 9-21-13 Equinox I was experiencing this latest requirement of having
to release all lower frequency, external, parasitic, co-dependent-like
relationships with everyone no matter how good intentioned and
“positive” they were.
We’ve all been through this one many
times throughout the Ascension Process years because it’s a natural
result of us individually growing, evolving, changing and continually
moving up those energetic Stair-steps at our own pace. During this
ongoing Ascension Process energetic gaps often build between individuals
as one person moves ahead before the other (those Stair-steps again).
When this happens there’s suddenly an uncomfortable mismatch between the
two people (or person and group of people) who may have been great
friends or loved ones etc. before the latest spiritual growth spurt. The
kindest thing to do for all in these situations is disengage as gently
as you can, release that person/people fully, and hope you see them
again in the near future. If not, you keep moving anyway at your own
pace because you must.
3D “love” & 5D and higher LOVE
Another issue many of the Forerunners have been having to actually start
living (embodying themselves) in 2013 is the NEW LOVE frequency and
consciousness. If you know even a fraction of IT, then you’re well-aware
of the tremendous difference between IT–5D and higher LOVE–and the old
lower frequency 3D ego-based, emotional and physical need-based, left
brained, patriarchal distorted, total BS raging insane egoic “love”.
There literally is NO comparison between the two. None whatsoever.
Some of you may remember a great old channeled quote from Barbara Marciniak and her Pleiadians. It was: ‘Light is information; Love is creation.’
In 2013 some of the Forerunners have
started making this blessed shift out of lower 3D “love” frequency and
conscious, and back into higher frequency 5D LOVE frequency and
consciousness.
There’s a lot of talk about “abundance”,
about “love”, about LOVE, about “unity” etc. but there’s so much
confusion and distortions about them and more. 5D and higher LOVE has
always been to me about creativity, being creative, being in that
blissful timeless AT-ONE-MENT state closer to Source that being totally
absorbed in any physical or non-physical state of creativity naturally produces in us. To me, being in that state of high creativity is
LOVE. Understand however that high creativity doesn’t require physical
action or physical doing. One can sit and stare and be in an “active”
high state of creativity–aka LOVE. One can lay down with eyes closed,
high heart open, totally motionless physically and be in an “active”
high state of creativity–aka LOVE.
Learning how to Not Fall and/or get Pulled Back Down by TD
Another one of the important
spiritual/energetic/consciousness lessons many of us have been having to
learn during 2013, and very much so since September 21, 2013, (and
eventually master) is the ability to get where we’re trying to and once
there, not energetically “fall” back down into the old lower familiar
frequency/consciousness.
Another aspect of this situation has to
do with TD tweaking some of their old tactics in order to snag, snare,
hook, derail, steal and trick us out of our High Hearts and NEW space
and consciousness and “fall” back down into the old lower frequency
range where they can more easily get at us. (I’m so sorry that I
even have to talk about TD and their negative crap at this point. I so
want this aspect with TD to be permanently done and gone but there’s
been more about this that I’ve needed to learn myself and also write
about to help others with these particular changes we’re going through.)
Let’s tackle the first aspect first.
We’re evolving/ascending/shifting out of a
lower frequency range, ego-based reality and consciousness, Duality,
and world run by TD. We’re evolving/ascending/shifting up into a higher
frequency range, heart-based reality and consciousness, Unity, and world
run by Light Love. This shift is comparable to us escaping Hell and
entering Heaven. Seriously.
And because we’re all learning how to
cast off the old and embody the NEW in all ways, sometimes we simply
“fall” back into the old lower but very familiar out of sheer habit. We
haven’t done anything “wrong”, we just lose our NEW higher focus for a
moment is all. Losing it and regaining it multiple times is how we get
intimately familiar with the NEW and how it feels and functions in
comparison to the old lower frequency egoic 3D Duality.
So we lose the High Heart focus a few
times and “fall” back into those old ways for a moment or two, but we
sure learn a lot every time this happens. We more clearly see, feel and
know the astonishing contrast between where we’ve come from and where
we’re headed and that is profoundly valuable knowledge–aka Light.
Let’s tackle the second aspect.
It has to do with TD getting more
“creative” with their tools and tactics to either deliberately pull us
out of our High Hearts and NEW spaces in whatever ways they can, and/or using other people to indirectly get at us and pull us down, help us “fall” back down within frequency range again so they can get at us. (As you know get at us is just polite code for attack us, feed off us, derail us, stop or prevent us from evolving/ascending etc.)
As I mentioned in another article, the
fall quarter (September Equinox through December Solstice) has been for a
few years now, a period where TD or the negative or the imbalances or
the insanity etc. etc. etc. shifts into hyper mode to do their worst
before the New Year arrives with its NEW energies. 2013 has been all
this and more. As the Light builds and grows, the remaining Dark has
gotten more “creative” in how It can use humans and linger for as long
as It can, which isn’t much longer.
So the point with both of these aspects
is to be conscious of your Consciousness. Be aware of your thoughts and
emotions and of your High Heart knowing about things, people, TD,
situations, places, events etc. even though you might not know how you know what you know! Timeless High Heart consciousness is very
different from old lower ego-based left brain intellect in linear time
and we’ve got to get really familiar with the NEW and how it feels and
functions… which we’re having to do now.
Example: TD will often sound like you in
your head, in your natural mind talk or “inner dialogue” chatter we all
have with ourselves. One tried and trusted way you can discern if it’s
you or TD is, are you trying to talk yourself out of or into something, and/or are you trying to mentally OVERRIDE a higher level knowing you had before this started?
If you’re trying to talk yourself out of
or are working hard to override some inner knowing and/or inner feeling
and/or inner sensing about something, anything, then most likely it’s TD
trying to get you to override a higher awareness, a higher
consciousness High Heart knowing you had about
something or some one or a situation etc. This tactic is subtle unless
you catch it, unless you slow down and honestly think, feel and discern
the thoughts running through your head that may or may not seem slightly
“alien” or “strange” or “unusual” to you. In most cases they are
“alien” TD trying to sound to you like you and convince you to do
something or override (talk yourself out of or into) something other
than what you sensed/thought/perceived/felt before this invisible inner
mental battle started.
A recent Vision Message
A couple of days ago I had an interesting
vision, which is really a visual message that’s both symbolic and
literal. Tons of “information”–aka Light–can be contained in a higher
frequency visual image and absorbed by someone in a split-second just by
seeing it. Unlike linear words in sentences like this, one two or three
second-long higher vision can express tremendous amounts of
information/knowledge/data/Light in a split-second. High Heart
consciousness and knowing is the same.
Here’s what I saw, learned, knew:
I was in a huge open space and was facing
one direction and moving in that direction. (Let’s say West only for
ease of communication.) To my left was a single-file line of Reptilian
beings all facing and moving in the opposite direction–again let’s say
East only for ease of communicating this information.
As I stood there seemingly floating along
headed “West” I watched this parade of different colored Reptilian
beings seemingly floating along headed “East”. They eyeballed me and I
them as this moving in opposite directions transpired. The
hatred they emanated at me as we passed each other in this close
proximity separation process was nothing new to me. I was however mildly
interested that they came in so many different colors. See the
difference in consciousness, focus, awareness etc.?
This vision informed me that we’ve been
in an ongoing process of Separation of Worlds & Timelines since late
October and November 2011; more so since December 21, 2012; and now in
late December 2013 it’s reached a level where remaining 4D Team Dark is
being escorted into another space, another world, another timeline. The
same is true of us; we’re being escorted or
evolved/ascended/shifted/moved more and more into a NEW and very different world and timeline where TD (in Reptilian or any other forms) will not exist.
We’re still in transition
even though it’s been one physical earth year since the Expiration Date
of 12-21-12. Incremental Stair-steps, but things are moving along and
improving quickly now in late 2013 as more and more unseen and seen TD
members are escorted out and away from those of us who are moving more
and more into the higher NEW. It was a great and long-awaited vision
message after the multiple stunts TD pulled on me and mine and some
loved ones and beloved friends throughout 2013, and very much so during
December.
I know how hard it is at times to believe
that progress is being made, so when you have those moments of doubt
and confusion and/or sheer exhaustion I want you to go to YOUR local source of higher information–your own High Heart consciousness in inner knowing. Ignore the BS, lies and distractions etc. and listen to your sovereign higher awareness and feel the Light Love truth that it is and know for yourself.
Denise
December 25, 2013
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