(I
have not written anything for a while, so I decided to share this
conversation I had with the Arcturians. We are all having “different
issue,” but I think we can all agree that these times are challenging.
We have little physical evidence of what we have heard inside, but know
that we have gone too far to turn back. Hence, we must find a way to
continue our journey by reaching inside to find the needed comfort and
direction to continue.)
Dear Arcturians, I am not feeling very centered the last
couple of days. There have been weird situations around work, and I have
been feeling like I have had to deal with issues that were over years
ago. Then, I also wonder I do not directly remember what is happening
with me at night. Why can I only remember being on the Ship through my
writing? My wounded child wants to know if I am not good enough to go to
the ship. Now I am really digging around in my subconscious. Can you
please help me?
Suzille,
When we first came to you almost twenty years ago, and in the NOW
of our reality, do you remember how different you were? You have come a
very long way in only 20 years, and you chastise yourself for not coming
far enough. Is that unconditional love? Most important you are thinking
from you human self. Therefore you think that at 66 you are old.
However, by our standards you are not even an adult yet. Galactics are
not adults until at least 70 years of age. Of course, that is only in
realities in which time and age exist.
Look at the life that you live and the people you come in contact
with in a regular basis. Would these people believe that you were on the
Ship? Would you feel better if you could talk to them about your
nightly adventures? Enjoy the rest of your humanity, as it will soon be
transmuted. Yes, we do mean soon, in fact soon will be major changes.
However, many will not know of these changes, as their consciousness
will be too low to perceive them.
Furthermore, you do not need to go on the ship to feel us for we
are around you every day. You can feel us right now, can you not?
Yes, I do feel you. You feel like a warm mist and a safe
feeling in my heart. I am so happy and grateful that I have had you to
have to talk to all these years.
We enjoy taking with you as well. Yes we do “enjoy,” just like you
do. You feel as thought something is on the very verge of happening
because it is. When humanity sees us with their physical eyes your life
will change forever. However, people have had enough challenge in
communicating with us, The Galactic Federation, with their consciousness
Do you see why you do not remember? You already feel out of the
loop and abnormal. If you actually remembered the ship, how much more
abnormal would you feel? It is your choice that you do not directly
remember. You know that you will not take another 3D earth vessel.
Hence, you want to totally embrace the one that you have. That reality
will be greatly transforming very soon, so ENJOY IT.
Dear Arcturians, recently, actually it started a few days
ago, I have felt as though something is leaving, and my world is about
to be quite different. I understand that I have made choices about what
to perceive and what to forget. I also know that I need to change some
of these choices if I am to actively participate in the great transition
that we are moving through.
Can you assist me please in more deeply understanding how to
expand my consciousness enough to perceive all that is occurring? Also,
is this negative feeling that I cannot release part of this process?
We will answer your second question first:
Yes, your negative feeling is indeed part of your transmutation.
You must realize that every thing that has occurring in your life has
been a component of the lessons that were vital for you to come into
this NOW of ascension.
Therefore, as you move from your old life/home/body, you must open
every file in your memory to get any remaining lessons that were lost in
the flurry of survival on 3D Earth. This process is not in direct
alignment with your daily life. Therefore, you will need to move into
your higher consciousness in order to discover the deep transformation
that is occurring in your sub-conscious self.
As you see the connection with the fully awakened YOU, you will
know that the remaining wounded ones that have been buried deep in the
forgetfulness of your subconscious mind are calling to be recognized and
healed. These components of your self had to be shushed so that you
could continue with the myriad responsibilities of daily life. Now,
these responsibilities are becoming a burden, a distraction from your
real purpose of expanding your consciousness to return to your SELF.
Hence, the remaining wounded ones are calling to be healed so that
they can come with you into the higher worlds. The truth is that healing
the wounded ones is more important than taking care of your 3D
business. These wounded ones only require that you recognize the lessons
that you learned from them so that they can also come into the
ever-expanding light.
When you were weaker, you pushed aside and even blamed your wounded
ones because you did not have the power and wisdom to simply love them
free. Now, with your expanding multidimensional consciousness you are
able to take care of 3D business, connect with your higher expressions
of SELF, and use that connection to love free the wounded ones.
See these wounded ones now within your Third Eye. Allow each one of
them to crawl onto your lap and tell you why they are upset. Since you
have done so much work on healing your self, it is likely that most of
these wounded ones are very young. If they too young to talk, open your
heart to their emotions and listen with your multidimensional mind so
that you are not limited to any language.
Consciously feel the emotions that carry their message so that it
will no longer haunt your unconscious mind. Likely you will come to
collective message of:
“I am scared that I will have to do what I don’t want to do anymore, and that makes me angry.”
It is very positive that you are able to realize the old fears of
having to follow 3D rules in order to survive, or be happy, or be liked,
or successful, healthy, liked etc. etc. etc. The list goes on and on
regarding all one must DO in order to BE good enough to GET some third
dimensional person, place, situation or thing.
You are now awake enough to KNOW that you no longer have to be
“good enough” as judged by an external 3D standard. However, the wounded
ones in your subconscious may need to be informed of that fact.
Just as you can expand your consciousness enough to speak with us,
your higher expressions of SELF, you can also expand your consciousness
into your own subconscious. Once in loving connection with your
remaining wounded ones, you can share the inner wisdom, power and love
that you have regained from your connection with your Multidimensional
SELF.
With this depth of healing of old fears that were once necessary
for you to protect your self, you will be able to surrender any inner
feelings of fear, anger and/or sorrow into the loving presence of the
ONE. Most important, as early wounds are released, you will have free
access to your Divine Child. Your Divine Child is the core of your
essence who remembers all that you have ever been in any of your
incarnations.
Your Divine Child remembers everything you ever knew in any of your
incarnations. However, you can only process all of this information
with the multidimensional thinking that is coming back online with the
activation of your 97% DNA. The higher light now entering your earth
vessel is opening this multidimensional DNA, which aligns you with both
your Divine Child in your deep subconscious mind as well as your
multidimensional consciousness of your superconscious mind.
Your reality is not diminishing; it is expanding. Therefore, you
are not losing anything. You are releasing the shackles that have
limited you to the perception of ONLY the physical world. Please realize
that the first expanded versions of reality that you will perceive will
be the expanded expressions of your own earth vessel.
Remember that your emotions come from many origins within and
around you. We have talked about reactions to life that actually arise
from your own wounded subconscious. Now we will discuss how the emotions
that you are experiencing may not even be your own. As your
consciousness expands, your empathy, telepathy, clairaudience
clairvoyance and clairsentience you will be experiencing the emotions
and thoughts of others.
This experience is a preparation for the fifth dimensional reality
in which you are NOW living. However, if you are overwhelmed by the
sensations of your physical self and your wounded subconscious, added
perceptions from the higher frequencies will be to overwhelming to
perceive.Furthermore, we wish to inform you that the energy patterns of
your NOW have been very of exceedingly high frequencies. These energy
patterns have served to frighten those who live in fear, as they cannot
understand the feeling of higher light and unconditional love.
Therefore, they have acted out, which has forced our away team to face
their own reaction to the destructive nature of unconscious fear.
We say “unconscious fear” as those who are still lost to the
darkness are not aware of their inner life. Thus, they can only perceive
the danger to the world that their fear has created. Hence, they act
out in a merciless manner with no respect for life forms of any manner.
What is different now, is that there are more and more fully
awakened ones on Gaia, who realize that every portion of her planetary
being is an alive, sentient life form. These ascending humans grieve the
death of every tree, lake, animal or creature because they have
expanded their consciousness to encompass their planetary self of Gaia.
This Planetary Consciousness is the pre-cursor to your process of
expanding into Galactic Consciousness.
Once, you have fully embraced your Galactic Consciousness, you
fully remember your higher expressions of SELF on the myriad worlds that
surround dear Gaia. Furthermore, your shift into Galactic Consciousness
allows you to remember your myriad expressions of SELF on other
planets, galaxies, starships and dimensions.
This memory reminds you how align your consciousness with the
heart/mind of many of your higher expressions of SELF. You will then
know that you are a galactic and/or celestial angelic being who is in
the process of returning to your true Ascended Master of SELF. This
information will not decrease your sorrow regarding the immense damage
that Gaia suffers every day.
In fact, it will so greatly increase your sorrow that you will be
driven to expand your perception of ascension to include the planet. In
other words, with your humanity revealed as an illusion of the third
dimension, you will turn your loving intentions towards ALL life on
planet Earth. You will KNOW that the ONE of Gaia includes not just
humanity, but every component of living Earth.
Dear Suzille, we have given these answers to you and ask that you
share them. We see that many of Galactic Family have similar questions,
so we ask you to share your questions (which makes your vulnerable) with
others. In this manner, they too may be able to be vulnerable with
those they trust and share their communications with SELF.
Blessings to all who receive this message,
We acknowledge your great courage and send you our unconditional love.
The Arcturians