Is it just me or was April 2013 an
unusually horrid month that just went on and on and on and on…? My gawd
it’s been unbelievable in both highly positive ways, and
highly miserable ways throughout April. This simultaneous building of
polarized extremes has always been freakishly interesting and
frustrating to me during these amplified Ascension years, but in April
2013, it’s been extreme and very trying at times. Things have been both
intensely positive and simultaneously negative since the first
Equinox (March 2013) energies came in post 12-21-12, which I sense is
“normal” for what’s happening until the different multiple worlds and
timelines rip apart from each other and go their separate ways later
this year.
And who knows, maybe April 2013 was
preparation for May 2013, I suspect it was and I suspect once we’re in
May we’ll be glad for all we experienced and had to deal with throughout the Twilight Zone-like
month of April! But it still amazes me (and it certainly should not at
this point) how large the consciousness gaps between people has become
and how trying and oftentimes downright difficult it is for most
everyone when forced to interact and communicate with someone whose
barely within range of being in the same species group as you!
The rubber bands are stretched about as far as they can be now and
we’ve still got five more months of this before they break free of each
other. Get your Zen on and keep it on because this is some “crazy weird shit” we’re dealing with!
About every three months now my personal
range of who I consciously know myself to be expands a bit more;
plateaus for 2–3 months which gives me time to adapt; then it expands a
bit more and so on. This is of course wonderful and exciting but
honestly, kinda weird too because The Whole Picture expands and shifts a bit more every time this happens. It’s always good to intellectually know something, but it’s an entirely different situation when you actually embody it,
whatever “it” is at that time. For me “it” has been about consciously
integrating more and more of who I am at quantum and multidimensional
levels of being into this Denise awareness, body and timeline.
It’s much like attending a rare physical
Family Reunion and meeting your distant relatives that you’ve never met
before and/or didn’t even know existed. I’ve been Seeing, perceiving and
communicating with other aspects of me/Me/ME that exist in the divine
quantum “Now Moment” and some of them are rather amazing. Please don’t
misunderstand me here because each and every one of you reading this
have these same connections to the other amazing aspects of you/You/YOU
as I do—as we all do.
Now that we’re post 12-21-12, it’s time for many of us at the Forefront to start consciously knowing more
about ourselves and our extended multidimensional Spiritual Families,
and/or Soul Group(s), and/or Star Families etc. and our ever-evolving
spiritual Work with each of them and consciously embodying more of
these different aspects into this life, consciousness and body. Said
very simply—I’m incrementally (those Stair Steps) “ascending” as more
aspects of my Higher Self “descend” incrementally allowing us to
meet/merge in this new, higher frequency space. This is all still an
ongoing Ascension Process and I’m just reporting on the latest tidbits
I’m experiencing and better understanding at this moment.
I know it’s not time quite yet for me to
publicly share all of what I’ve been experiencing personally over the
past seven months about this but I will when it’s correct to do so. ♥
But know that many of us Forerunners are in the Process of incrementally
consciously embodying more and more of our Higher Selves into these
bodies/lives/consciousness/personalities/timeline etc., which is as I
said before wonderful, but it naturally causes repeated expansions and
shifts in my/your/our consciousness which makes it (momentarily at
least) a bit difficult to interact and communicate with the people who
are not doing this now, or yet, or simply not doing it at all.
Because not everyone is focused on the
same thing(s) or at the same level of awareness or development, there
are a bunch of people who are being used, manipulated and directed to
mess with those of us who are incrementally embodying more and
more of our Higher Selves into our body/being/awareness/lives now. Any
person or group of people who are perceived to be a threat to Team Dark
are attacked in different ways, and at this point it’s usually through
certain humans. In my case, since 2000 it’s been mainly through certain
neighbors because I’m at home the majority of the time and don’t
“socialize”. So when I’m doing what I do as a
Lightworker/Starseed/Creator Being etc., Team Dark directs some human(s)
that vibrates within the frequency range they currently do to buy or
rent a house as physically close to me as they can to interfere with me,
try to derail me or attack me, which is the negative ‘Smash and Grab’ tactic we’ve discussed in other articles.
Having said all that, I also know from
many years of personal hand-to-hand combat with Team Dark (nonhuman,
nonphysical beings and the physical humans too) that every time I/you/we
experience another big upsurge in negative individual attacks and/or
larger collective ‘Smash and Grab’ attempts that it means we’re
about to make another big positive shift forward and that’s why these
last-minute negative tactics by Team Dark.
Another VERY important aspect of these negative Team Dark ‘Smash and Grab’ attacks
on us individually and collectively now are actually VERY positive.
Don’t forget that we’re still within the profoundly important Nine Months
period which is—believe it or not after all many of us have been
working on internally for over twenty years—a grace period, an extension
period of our Life Review that happened at a quantum level at some time during the ‘Three Days of Darkness’
of 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12. Because so many still needed a bit
more “time” within physicality to consciously connect more of our old
inner issues—wounds, fears etc. and transmute, integrate and neutralize
them—we were given these profoundly valuable and important Nine Months
(from 12-21-12) to continue our individual Life Reviews to
get ourselves more clear energetically and neutral before the time do
such extensive Inner Work winds down from the intense level it’s been at
for so many years. So, despite whatever you have gone through since
12-21-12 and certainly since 3-20-13 looking and feeling and actually
being genuine attacks from the Negatives/Team Dark, understand that
they also are at higher levels
the means for me/you/each of us to fully resolve, transmute,
consciously realize and understand whatever it is that me/you/each of us
needs to during this Nine Month extension period.
So yes they are ugly, nasty, stupid, repulsive etc. ‘Smash and Grab’ attacks upon many of us individually, and/or collectively, BUT at higher levels they are our individual Gifts to get ourselves free and clear enough to embody more… much more! Use the negative attacks to heal yourself;
to transcend it all; to transmute, understand, and know so much more.
Use the negative crap and attacks etc. at higher levels to literally
propel yourself right out of Duality and Duality consciousness. Don’t
make the mistake of believing that the unpleasant negative crap and
attacks that have been happening in your life since 12-21-12 are only
about whoever or whatever it is that’s causing you pain and/or
frustrations because it is not. At lower levels it is a hand-to-hand combat situation, but at higher levels it’s really our personal ticket to freedom and empowerment
so USE the miserable shit n’ crap n’ junk n’ idiots that at first
glance looks, sounds, and feels like it’s something else entirely. It’s
Initiatic, so take advantage of the “tests” popping up on your Path to
get yourself where you need to be during this Life Review extension period and beyond.
If you too have experienced amazingly
positive, uplifting, soul satisfying inner growth and conscious
re-connections with some of the higher aspects of yourself and your
extended Spiritual Family or Soul Group — AND have also been
experiencing being attacked again by some unaware dumb-ass
human(s) on autopilot being controlled by lower frequency ego, emotions,
awareness and nonphysical Team Dark beings — then know that this means
we’re making tremendous progress and some really great stuff is about to
manifest because of it. There’s more to come but we’re “golden”… even when we forget that fact. ♥
Denise
April 30, 2013
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