jueves, octubre 16, 2014

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan - THE QUANTUM AWAKENING - OCTOBER 2014


OCTOBER 2014

IN THIS ISSUE
*** Council of She ‘the Universe is about to unzip its limitations’
*** HAS THE COSMIC VACUUM SUCKED UP ALL THE MIRACLES?
***Do Not Allow the Delusion of Another’s Perceptions
To Splatter Mud Upon Your Own Heart’s Joy
*** I AM SHENKINAH
***Cosmic Classified


Thoughts from your Hostess of Light 
Whewww….What a couple of weeks it has been, I feel like I have spent 14 days in the belly of the whale. The energies here in the Smokey mts have been totally liquid. An imposing liquid downloading for days, turning the summer leaves mottled in their autumn colors. Blurring all together like a Salvador Dali painting. A collage of shift so prevailing one has to hang on for dear life, praying they have the strength and courage to get thru this whirlwind of October. Drama is spelled with a capital ‘D’ as everyone goes thru the wind-tunnel of love alone, surfing the seas of self and mounting family karma.  
Holy moly! Didn’t we already do this karmic wash? The higher your light vibration the more you will be CONTINAULLY distracted by ongoing outer emotional wear and tear. We can blame it on every eclipse, every retrograde and every person that pushes our buttons, but ultimately we signed up for this part of the journey knowing full well that we would be asked to go that extra 10 miles and do more than we thought we were capable of.
The secret to this galactic upliftment is to stand tall against what tries to steal your peace over and over again. The distractions come to steal your power away from what truly needs addressed. Stand your ground, stick to what you are currently doing/ involved in/ channeling/ healing etc. our virtual world seems to demand our complete attention like a new baby. We jump up every text being swayed word by word, seduced away from had been important to us. With every text and every email we are manipulated by another’s mood, needs, wands, demands. we go into flux, forgetting what we originally were doing. This pliable virtual side-tracked amnesia creeps into our lives everyday. we continually get escorted out of the building of self and our own souls evolution into the arena of an emotional free-for-all.
First off folks, you cannot fix anybody unless they want fixed! The definition of ‘crazy’ is doing the same thing over and over again with the same results. How many times have you given your all to another just to watch them repeat the same destructive habit over and over again? When another wants to be truly fixed of what ails them, it will be so. Once a mind is made up it always completes its actions. For every cell of your body believes what you say and think. The silent witness within knows all sees all, and you cannot ‘bull sh-t’ yourself.
Every year as we make our way forward in time we a pushed and prodded into more than we are really ready for.  We stomp and cry and demand, justice and free choice on our part. The universe just smiles and continues to make its noisy children eat all those veggies they do not like. Forced feeding of the soul is a necessity, for continued growth. As humans are we ever ready for the hard teachings? The energies keep us close to our ‘cave of safety’ as we do not venture  far from port.
Stay sharp as the summit of your spiritual awareness hones itself to a sharp point. Do not jump from a precipice like an anxious lighthouse, trying to save those in the turbulent seas. Shine for them and teach them to sup upon a higher light and a higher system of faith. Many have lost their trust in the universe; they have lost their way in the mirage of confusion. Some have lost the landscapes of their future. Your wings have been expanded by these winds of change. The great hope that you hold for yourself - give to all by your own strength and courage and conviction.   

Council of She
‘the Universe is about to unzip its limitations’ 
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
The light that you so seek has become meticulously activated.  You have cleared the debris from the landing field of your soul and self. You have announced to all the molecular content of your being will be light.  You have come into the center of the Universe that you represent. Slipping through the shackles that you have worn as adornments. In the stillness of all  resides the truth of the matter.  It is in within the stillness that you will find the bioluminescent that you need to become.  The Light within the cell structure of your being shifts in luminance as a deep-water fish. Visualize your DNA becoming bio- luminescent, glowing in the liquid center of your cells, ebbing and flowing. 
We are the Council of She. We sit at the intersection of time awaiting a doorway to remind you that within you is both she and he, the God and the Goddess.  When the goddess (God in Us) is activated it has no gender, no specifications. The doorways of the past now shut very quickly. You look back (hoping not to turn to salt) to find who your were but all has been shifted the landscape has been cleared showing a new shoreline.
When You came to earth you told the universe that you were capable, and not to worry you would get the job done. Being earthen a great denseness befell you. Your light shifted and your contracts became a burden.  In that burden, you lost your lust. You lost your passion.  You lost your drive.  You find that very little of earth fulfils you.  You want to be happy in your light work. You want to be happy in your healing work.  You want to be happy in your life, but you have lost the pizzazz. You have lost your passion. These contracts and burdens that you carry upon your shoulders are like honey buckets from an oriental lifetime filled with what needs to be disposed. 
You try to birth yourself anew everyday yet no one applauds your cosmic completions, your human revelations, and your accomplishments.  Where is the applause?  Where is the acknowledgement your soul seeks?  A Great Depression has befallen the human race, a planetary sadness a giving up before the tides turn.   This energy comes from a DNA remembrance of a time that is aligned with the three falls of Atlantis. A time when you tried so hard to lift the world, to lift the light, to lift others to a point of safety, and you did not succeed. Lifetime after lifetime, existence after existence you have given yourself 100% and you have not seen the completion of the contract. 
We the Council of She ask you to ‘take it to the limit one more time’. We send you comets asteroids solar flares.  We send you postcards from Sirius, from the Pleiades, from Arcturus and Andromeda.  We send you etchings from the green grass and signature songs from the birds.  We do it all for you. To keep you from giving up, for you are the hope of the planet.  You are the ones who have never given up, even though they wanted to. In this lifetime you come to clear on a cellular level the three falls of Atlantis.  Not only earth Atlantis, but the destruction of the star Atlantis and the energies that befell it. 
You have reached out to God Almighty, to Great Spirit, to everything holy throughout all time and religions.  Your prayers fell upon deaf ears and a closed heart. How could your Mother/Father God, your Creator, your Benefactor,  not save you, not help you, not show you the door out?
You come to consciously clear the times that you were the seers the shamans and the holy wise ones, the priests, those that believed when no one else believed. You held that belief until the very last breath time after time.  You have stood for good and God in every level of your being and now we ask you to hold that trust and belief one more day, one more thought, one more heart beat. Take it to the limit of your light one more time. 
You are going to find that the God that you have worshiped, the God that you have prayed to is but a division of God. You have seen, known and experienced but one slice of that ‘PI of Light’.  The universe is about to unzip its limitations and open up for you to see exactly what needs to be birthed.  The vibrations that come to you already cause confusion within the brain.  There is so many levels of communication that you are hearing, on so many levels of light,  you are seeing, on so many levels of heart, you are experiencing, so many levels of dark that you are vanquishing all in the same breathe, in the same day, in the same thought. 
Each singularity that you are is divided into millions of components. Each one of your thoughts is touching everything. Everything through your past, everything through your blood and your family history, everything through the stars, everything through the universe and all time all space and all dimensions. You are the place that life intersects life. 
If you could see the fabric of light that you come  from, if you could know the akashic record around each of you, you would understand that there is no failings, there is no shortcomings.  Always you have lasted until the last minute and never have you given up even when the universe did not show itself to you, even when your people were not saved, even when you could not heal your tribe, even when disaster happened.  You believed.
We know that you have many disappointments and angers at the Creator.  We know that sometimes you feel your prayers have not been answered. We know that you feel as though you have been discarded and deserted, but that cannot happen. You know that you are never alone. We ask you to take it to the limit one more time for all that you have ever believed in and everything that you could not prove.
We are the Council of SHE.  We live within you, as you live within us.  We are an ocean and you are the streams, the creeks, the rivers and the ponds that we open our arms and our hearts to. We leave you with a knowing that is stronger then anything that you have encountered.
  
HAS THE COSMIC VACUUM
SUCKED  UP ALL THE MIRACLES?
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I am SHE that heralds from the stars. The threads of my gown of light are interwoven with constellations. I am SHE that you wish upon in the night sky as you look up and see my hearts light pulsing toward yours. I am Star Woman and I live within you as you live within me. When you were a child, you would sit at your bedside and ponder all that was in the sky above. You would look for the signs. You would look for the magic. You would look for the hope that you so needed in your life. You sought someone who loved you more than you even loved yourself. When you were a child, you wished upon me and I did my best to make all your wishes come true. I came to you and brushed the tears from your eyes as you, little one cried yourself to sleep -- tears of confusion over your family, over your school, over your day. I stood there and looked at you and loved you with all of my heart. I was Star Woman then as I am Star Woman now.
Within me live black holes and white holes and ultra-violet holes. Within me are universes that implode and explode upon them selves. Just like your emotions, Your explosions are a microcosm, where my explosions are a macrocosm. You are not miniscule in heart, in love, in light, or in deed. You are a great galaxy that chose to remember itself in human form. You dear ones hold the very fabric of time within your being. You look to your world for the answers that only can be seen in the nucleus of your being. You look to the trees and the winds that dance through them to give you the messages you seek. It feels as if you have been shuttled away from what you once knew, into a place that is a foreign and strange. Everything seems to be speaking an unfamiliar language and your heart seems to be beating at an irregular beat. You feel like a great vacuum has sucked away all the miracles and they no longer exist.  A great void has come and taken them from your land like a pied piper calling to what is lost. As you breathe into a place of brighter light and deeper love, you spring forth from a place that produces pearls of wisdom from the oysters of  irritations.
Your heart beats harder and faster when you find a part of the puzzle that gives you a point of remembrance. You move from your position of sparrow into your position of condor, flying above the illusions of earth, into a place where love dwells. You do yourself an injustice trying to change what is. You have come to the end of an alleyway of a future that was created by a mass consciousness. Your place is still here, but where you find your peace does not come so easily. I ask you to fly high into places that your heart knows and your heart remembers to find that peace. Stay sharp at the summit of your spiritual awareness. Do not jump from a cliff like a worried lighthouse swimming to save another that is about to crash on the shores of life. You must shine for them and teach them to fly, to sup upon a higher light and a higher belief system. Many have lost their faith; they have lost their way in this mirage of confusion. Some have lost their homes, and the landscapes of their future. It is up to you to draw them a new picture, to draw them a new outcome by your strong actions. Building a future from a different place and a new blueprint. Your wings have been flustered by these winds of change. The hope that you hold for yourself - give to all of Earth, see her fulfilled and healed.  At this time I leave. I am Star Woman.

Do Not Allow the Delusion of Another’s Perceptions
To Splatter Mud Upon Your Own Heart’s Joy
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Time after time, existence after existence, you have been lived, died and been born again.  In this lifetime alone you have birthed and died a hundred times already and there will be a thousand more to come.  Level by level, week by week – you birth another level of you, another nuance that is not known and has not been seen, another possibility, another perception.  Every night as you sleep, you have the option to let go of what has hurt you, what has lessened your light, what has landed in your heart, and fly to the stars and dance in the heavens, and be birthed anew on the sunrise. 
Humans are the only species in this part of the galaxy that have the ability to die a hundred deaths and be born a hundred times in one life span.  You are re-incarnation-al aspects of the original you, of your original being from this human birth.  It seems as if weeks are years and years are weeks, and days are long and nights are short, and the sun shines brighter and the waters run bluer.  All of this is because you perceive it as so. There are many whose perceptions are dark and dank and they see only muddy waters and toxic debris on the shoreline.  They see the residual pond of selfishness that the human species is drowning in. They do not see the heart of the day or the soul of the night; they are blind to the good inherent within each situation.  They lessen themselves as the lessons get crueler and crueler.  They shrink their horizons as their panoramic view dilutes itself to the size of a single molecule. 
Do not allow the delusional and the dilution of another’s perception to splatter mud upon your own heart’s joy.  For what you seek, you shall find and what you yearn for you shall become, and what is unknown shall be seen.  For wide is the path that you have sculpted for yourself.  Lift up your being as you see above the conflict from a viewpoint high on the cliff of divinity.  For it is up to you dear ones to always lift yourself above the confusion, above the pain, above the sadness and the delusion.
For you hold the rainbow promise of the future within you.  You hold the hope of all those who sleep in fear and confusion.  You hold the promise that this world will not be destroyed again, the promise that the Christed one would come back, the promise that the Masters of Light and your stellar parentage would one day would look at you eye to eye.  The promise that there is nothing on earth that does not love you.
The darkness raises its head like a sleepy dragon trying to entice you into becoming fearful, filled with anxiety. Everyday there is predications of doom and gloom.  You must believe dear ones that all is well.  You must hold the holy promise tight within your heart.  

I am SHEKINAH
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I come on the winds of time to allow you entrance into knowledge that goes beyond self and memory.  Within what is known and unknown as the Holy Spirit, there are many dimensional descriptions.  There are many doorways, and inter-dimensional truths.  There is a great-pronounced diversification that lives within the house and dwelling of Holy Spirit.  Each of you holds within you the personal breath of God; I come on this day to breathe that memory into you.  You each live within the out-breath of God.   God breathed you into existence and the flesh that you are now.  With The first breath that a baby takes, the Holy Spirit enters the child in fullness.  The Holy Spirit does not dwell within the fetus during gestation.
The Holy Spirit energy is an imprint, an encoding, that is held by each individual on their journey through life.  On the death of the individual, the last breath, the Holy Spirit is released back to Source.  It is a separate and different being than the spirit of the individual, but often when death occurs they leave as a two-fold light.  God inhales you back onto and into original light. You all ride the inhale, the wave of contraction back into a point of explosive expansion.  As the universe inhales you each and every day a little more and a little more, you are being released of toxins, negativity's, angers, blocks and memories that no longer serve your soul’s evolution and soul’s purpose. The universe is cleansing many layers of your being, loosening and redistributing blocks so that can easily be dismissed on the next inhale of the Creator. In other words, all that is solid and dank and dark within you is breathed loving and exquisitely by the prime creator back into itself. The angers that have been keeping you down and stagnant will be lifted. 
The reason for the heaviness of self as of late has to do with the many portions of you that have gathered as a depository.  They migrate to a magnetic point in your physical body.  From this magnetic point, they will exit and be sent to Prime Creator.  Not only will this be experienced within the physical body, but it will also be experienced within the planetary body, the planetary emotional body, and the planetary memory body.  For Earth herself will be lifted out of the ever clinging memory of the tar pit of death and annihilation that has happened throughout time.  The Prime Creator, the Universe will escort this back into original source to be purified recycled and used again.
The Prime Creator is taking the thickness of the energies and birthing new universes.  He/She/They run a little bit short on the very fabric of livingness and the atomic structure of what has been created.  So He/She/They take from the stockpile of humanness and earth, the thickest and darkest of all and bring it into a formation that is beyond your measure of beauty.  With this knowing allow this coagulation to happen within your body.  You may have pains that come and go in the body, in the heart memories, in the heaviness of all emotion, but it gathers to be birthed anew into a new universe. So the very fabric of your being and all that you have been through time after time as well as all Mother Earth has endured, will be birthed into beautiful cellular structures of baby light and beginning life in another part of God, and you will be part of that. 
As a gift for allowing all of this to take place (as if you needed a gift for releasing all of this thick emotional debris) you will be lifted several levels of light towards Ascension. This will be equal to climbing a mountain of 5500 feet and looking over your world with a gentle knowing and a heavenly appreciation of everything that has brought you to be who you are now.  It takes more molecules to create anger, than it does a joy.  It takes more molecules to hold disease within a body than it does to heal it.  All that is holy is very light and non-fattening.  I ask you to allow the Creator to breathe you in deeply.  Feel yourself being lifted by this holy breath. Allow the out breath to bring you into the expansion that you so seek. As all of this is happening  you may find a lightness of head and vertigo of nature.  You may find emotional surges come forth to you in great tears and fears.  You will feel the presence of the holy ones as they stand by your side. You will be alleviated of what has stuck to your soul as tar and feathers for so many existences. I am SHEKINAH, one of the octaves of the Holy Spirit. I leave on the winds of light. 

The 8th Annual
GATHERING OF SHE 2014
‘The Ancient She’
3 days of Entering the Temple of She
October 17,18,19 2014
SMOKY MOUNTAINS TENNESSEE
Event Held at
‘The Bluff View Conference Center
Hidden Mountain Resort, Sevierville TN

The Gathering of She is a Spiritual Retreat for Goddesses,
no cooking no cleaning, no worry,
Just a time of receiving for the Divine SHE within!

Cost $188 includes Concert Friday night, all Speakers, Gift Bag,
Continental breakfast, Lunch, Desserts & Beverages both days 
& Goddess Party Saturday Night

Powerful Speakers, Attunements, Clearing, downloading all weekend
Contact Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
PO box 217
Dandridge TN
37725
Email thequantumawakening@gmail.com